Reverse attraction
I don't know why it is but I've never been attracted to attractive women. The more stereotypically attractive (e.g. tall, slim, blond, perfect c boobs, great skin, etc.) the less attractive I find them. I can totally appreciate the beauty objectively, but not sexually. I like fat, flabby, "weird" women. The more physically unique, strange, or exaggerated the more attractive. For example, I prefer giant, flabby boobs with visible veins and large areola. The more exaggerated that is the better. Same goes for all body parts. I've never known anyone with the same sort of fetish.
You just described me. And I'm turned on.
Almost every woman can be desirable if seen in the right way. And being able to do that gets you fucked more often to boot!
It's more normal than you would think. It's called "wabi-sabi", a far east philosophy that concerns " the perfections within the imperfections ".
I also have a thing for large areola. Instant hard on