When I masturbate
...I like to masturbate and ruin my orgasm. That is, I cum a little bit and let it run down my shaft and onto my balls and thighs but I don't fully orgasm. I do not clean up but rub it around a bit, zip up and go back to normal. then I'll do it again later.
throughout the day I've done this many times so I have a lot of cum on me. I can smell it through my clothes. I think others can too. no one seems offended, I guess they don't know what the smell is. I appear clean and fresh on the outside
it gets me hot and I can feel the wetness under my clothes and the smell drives me crazy. few times I've gone into the bathroom to finish but usually manage to wait till I'm home.
Is this weird?
It's not weird, it's called edging.