FROM CROSS DRESSER TO LUSTING FOR BBC

I grew up absolutley loving girls clothing and the feel and look. Whenever I could I dressed up in revealing dresses, as I had really long blonde hair and was slim, so the look was easy. Around 18 I looked at an ad of a gorgeous black woman that offered to do make-up etc. and train cd's to be girls. Wanting to share, really, I got up the courage and went to see her in Hollywood. She was somewhat older and in high heels really tall and overwhelming in presence, but stunningly beautiful with pussycat eyes, full lips; just about, if not, the most beautful woman I had ever seen. Her presence made me feel helpless. She was also very domineering and I did what she said, as she dressed me up, belittled me and eventually put me over her knee and spanked me, telling me to call her Mistress. Being buzzed, I was a bit confused but later realized how good it felt with my silky panties sliding over my warmed buns as I walked behind her. What I did not know was that she did not describe herself in her ad as a Queen because of her ego. When I was completely made up in a slip and panties (she hid my clothes) and afraid to not do as she said, she had me kneel in front of her, had me take off her skirt and in her panties was literally a 12-inch gorgeous cock. I was paralyzed with both fear and awe as she told me I was going to learn how to suck black cocks and started rubbing her swelling panties across my face until I said, "Yes Mistress." Being White with blue eyes, I had always heard of these cocks but was now paralyzed, confused and knew I could not say "No," and my wanting to make her happy made me realize I did not want to resist. All my life I had been afraid of the thought of sucking a cock and now I was overwhelmed with attraction to this giant gorgeous one inches from my face. She told me to do what I knew I wanted and I pulled it out, kissed it and started sucking on it and loved it. It got so big, so fast and so hard that it never occurred to me what would happen. She made me go clean out my buns and then slowly slid into me over and over until I was in ecstasy. I could not resist returning and for the next 3 years she made me her compete maid, as well as two of her friends that were equally as beautiful, and they always told their boyfriends how much I loved to suck BBC and how good I was. At times, when I was left with their boyfriends, who always felt me up and told me what they wanted to do, they would pull their's out and I found myself unable to resist. I must confess that I went from being terrified of being forced to suck black cocks from all the stories I have heard to be trained to love and lust over it. My girlfriends have never known. I recently moved and want, almost need to have a Black Queen to serve again, but am trying to refrain. I do not know how my mind could change completely, but I now dream of one sliding between my lips and stuffing my buns all the time. So, don't think it can't happen to you, cause I still love girls, but I also love a lot more!!

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