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I have a desire to be raped. i am a 52 year old married man with 2 grown children and a grandchild. i love to dress up in SISSY SLUTTY clothes like gstrings, short skirts, hose/gartes aand high heels. i lately have had this overwhelming desire to be raped. i want to be kidnapped and forced to do vile, nasty, disgusting things. i want to be forced to pleasure many, mamny men and women with oral pleasures and anal pleasures as well. i want to be used and abused. taken by one, two, three or more people at a time while being verbally abuseed and humiliated. i like being called FAGGOT, and QUEER, HOMO, GAY, COCK SUCKER, ASS PIRATE, or any other names anybody can think of. i want to be passed around by gangs of people, used day in and day out, over amd over again and again. fed drugs to keep me awake for days so thata i can be used in shifts by many people. taken to places where i dont know ehere i am, being sold to others and used for their pleasure. i even want my wife to watch as i am forced to pleasure men with my mouth and ass. or pleasure women with my tonguenor cock. forced to swallow the manly reproductive juices from every man, until i beg for more and more of the sweet nectar from their sacs. i want to be forced to nestle my face inbetween the cheeks of every ones butts and stick my stifened tongue deep up inside their ass creavice suckig for all im worth, which isnt much. i want to be turned into a QUEER, HOMO, GAY MAN, FAGGOT loving men and their bodies and pleasuring them everyway i can. am i sick? is this wrong of me? can someone please do this to me? for me? PLEASE?!?!?!
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No, it's totally normal, now that you have your family setup you want some spice. You are not alone, I am very similar. Life is short so don't let it go without trying some of what you want. Of course nobody will rape you so better to try and find a friend and make a start.
I am 60 and fat and I still find younger guys to suck threir cockc and get fucked by them.
Reality can be very different from fantasy, and if you are not careful in how you play this out your fantasy fulfillment could have long term negative impact on your life and family. Please bear that all in mind.
Having said that, have you ever talked to your wife about fetishes, kinks, etc.? If you are shy about doing that, maybe you could pull up some cuckolding videos online and leave one where she can find it. Find one where the wife puts her husband in panties, makeup, etc. and 'forces' him to suck off her lover and swallow his cum.
When your wife finds the video she might ask you about it. You can say something like 'I was looking at porn online and ran across this video. I didn't know that couples did this kind of thing. It's pretty kinky.'
See how she reacts, what her response is.
If she asks you if you like the video you should tell her that it turns you on. Then see what happens. Give her time to think it over.
This way you have not really put yourself out there, you just watched a video and it turned you on.
If she is open to this she will bring it up again. If she rejects the idea outright then at least you know. You can always let her catch you watching stuff like this again. She may get the idea that you need to kink up your sex life.
Sometimes women who learn about this start to like the idea of being dominant and of cuckolding their men. There are lots of women who get off on feminizing their husbands and making them suck off men, and take it up the ass.
You can do this in a way which doesn't destroy what you like about your present life. If your wife loves you, she will help you.
My last girlfriend told me she had a rape fantasy and asked me to role play raping her. I did it to her one day when she least expected it and loved fucking me with her pants at her knees with her top pushed up over her tits. It was the only time I fucked her ass, she didn't appreciate that but liked me choking her and slapping her. I wasn't really into doing that to her but since she was my girl and wanted me to act out a rape fantasy I did my best to satisfy her fantasy. She was the most sexual woman I was ever with, she liked spending an entire day of sucking and fucking away, hours of sex at a time. I had to take viagra to keep up with her need to suck me and fuck me. She loved sucking dick and was the best cocksucker I ever experienced and wasn't shy about eating my cum.