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My douchebag father
When I was 4 he told me we were having a tickle fight. He stopped and went into the bathroom. When he came out he was naked from the waist down and he got on top of me. But I was so small and it was painful a pain I could never feel again from anything. The next time I was 12 I tried to fight back but it didn't work he held me down and continuously forced his cock inside of me. When he was done he held a knife to my vagina and threatened to make me suffer if I told. Later that year my step father started touching me. A few days later it escalated to forcing himself inside of me. This went on for at least two weeks. I there something wrong with me I just dont understand why it keeps happening to me im almost 17 now and I still have night terrors because of this. I have fallen into a deep state of depression and have tried to take my life quite a few times. Is it my fault?
Sounds to me like your dad and stepdad really love you and wanted to be as close with you as two people can get, by making love. Maybe you should let them more often! You now have a bond with your dad (and stepdad) that most girls never get to experience!
I'm 46 with 6 kids and I really hate that this happened to you. Talk to the guidance counselor at your school; she will take care of everything. Your so called dads won't be able to touch you and everyone will find out what horrible people they are. This will continue to haunt you until you fight back. Sex abuse is wrong and from what you say you didn't tease them, so it isn't your fault. Many girls on here do tempt men and it is wrong, but from what you say you aren't like them. Don't be the victim anymore. Your childhood has been stolen, but don't let them continue to ruin your teen/twenties. Please go to the GC or go to the police yourself. You will be surprised how many people would want to help you get out of this. I wish I could help. Good luck and please get help.
When I was twelve years old, my mother's boyfriend came into my bedroom and raped. He got in my bed and was between my legs and holding down before I realized what was happening. He pulled off my panties, then layed on top with his arm around my neck holding so I couldn't move. Then the sharp pain I felt from him forcing his cock into my body, It hurt then it hurt a lot more, then even more as his cock got bigger and bigher the more that he forced in me. I felt my vagina was stretched as much as It could go, and his cock I could feel going in deeper. After a little bit It didn't hurt as bad from being stretched, I had fit his cock in and was a little looser, now it hurt up inside as he forced his cock in all the way. I couldn't even cry because I was trying to manage with the feeling my vagina was going threw, then he began really fucking me hard. By then my vagina was wet and I was stretched enough that it didn't hurt as bad as in the beginning. It was feeling pleasurable after awhile and it wasn't so bad. I told my mother what happened about a week later, after he tried to do it again. My mother got rid of him but nothing was done to him. My mother told me that his cock was over nine inches long, like a really fat cucumber. Now that I'm older, it's my favorite thing to masturbate to. When I remember that time, , I remember that I honestly enjoyed his big cock and I was twelve years old.
You poor girl, your childhood was taken from you. you did nothing wrong, and if you ever feel like you did, you must immediately recognize that your father manipulated you into feeling that way with his words and actions.
please get therapy immediately and have him arrested.