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I'm a 22 year old girl attracted to a 16 year old guy
I feel terrible about this - disgusted with myself for feeling this way about someone so young. He's young enough to be my little brother or something, but I can't help how I feel. I know him from work, though we don't work with each other as often as I'd like. You want to know the craziest thing about this? I'm a LESBIAN. Yes, a lesbian.
I have no idea why I feel this way about a young guy. Maybe it's because he's slightly effeminate - not as overtly masculine as other guys. There's something very gentle about him; he is beautiful, rather than handsome or 'hot'. Attraction can be complicated. When we talk at work, he seems nervous around me, and I feel the heat radiating off both of our bodies. I find myself leaning closer to him, talking to him in a softer tone, wanting him to feel comfortable, and never scared.
He has a slim, toned build, and mid-length, wavy brown hair. He has these deep brown eyes, and such a cute smile. God, he also has the most perfect little ass. He probably has all the girls chasing him at school. The actual thought of sex with him kind of turns me off, but I just have this desire to be close with him physically - cuddle him, kiss him all over, care for him, listen to his worries, make him feel loved and beautiful.
I do feel truly awful about this. I have no idea what he thinks of me, yet it would be interesting to know. I'm not being arrogant, but I've been told I am beautiful, and quite attractive. Though, he probably sees me as someone much older, and probably boring.
I keep having fantasies about us being close, about him visiting me at my place, and us being intimate. Those fantasies are so blissful, and I secretly enjoy them more than I should.
Hey Baby how about an update, is the young stud fucking you yet ? are you enjoying it ? have you decided that you are Bi instead of Lesbian ?
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If he does not know you are a lesbian then he is simply attracted to you because you are a hot looking, adult woman who shows him kindness and attention.
Also, I think that attraction is synergistic. When two people find each other physically attractive, and like each other's personalities, they can each sense that in the other. And I believe that mutual sense of the other liking them just increases the desire.
As long as your relationship with him is not sexual in nature, and it sounds like you truly don't want to have sex with him, I think it would be fine for the two of you to hang out and get to know each other, and I hope you do.
Just be aware however that since he is a male, even though he is effeminate and he adores you, he has a penis and he has testosterone flowing through him. So if you two were to cuddle, and his desires were awakened, he would probably want to have sex with you. I am NOT saying he would force himself on you. But it is very difficult for a guy not to want to start humping when he becomes aroused.
I really do hope that you two can find a way to get to know each other better. I recall a few times when I was an underage teenager and was not able to be alone with a older girl. That unfulfilled longing hurt so bad. I don't just mean the physical aspect. I just about died inside from not being allowed to be near her.
Finally:
Regarding the people who say that you actually desire cock and don't know it:
I cannot understand how people can presume to know your desires better than you do. I would find such comments insulting. I am sure you have given tons of serious thought to your own orientation and you know what you want.
Best of luck. I hope things work out.
I think I can understand your attraction to him. He is slightly effeminate, probably a bit submissive. He is of slight build, and he is shy. (He sounds sort of like femboy material, so to speak). These are not typical masculine traits. I believe I may understand his attraction toward you better than yours toward him of course, since I am a man. He seems to be infatuated with you. You are a good looking woman who shows him attention and kindness. I was always drawn to women like that when I was his age. I mean I would just about fall in love with them.
Does he know you're a lesbian? It's possible that could also be part of the reason he is attracted to you. Perhaps he is bi-curious, or unsure if he is bisexual. If so he would view you as a safe person, someone who would not reject him because of his sexual fantasies. (This is a big issue for guys who are bi-curious, and most of us are though we won't admit it.)
He knows you have dealt with the issue of wondering about, determining, and accepting your own orientation, and you are living honestly i.e. not denying your true feelings.
It is possible that he lacks confidence sexually with girls, and fears he may fail to satisfy them, not an uncommon anxiety for smaller men. If so then his knowledge that you are sexually unavailable relieves him of this anxiety, which would increase his attraction towards you.
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Enjoy courting him, make out, and getting to know him. I'd wait till he is 18; jail isn't that fun.
Fantasy's are meant to be fairytale like, and in fairytales everything is what u want it to be.. nothing is wrong there, but unfortunately it's probably best you only live in that fairytale for now anyways, even tho I think he's way old enough to consent cuz you're only six years older.. my husband is six years older and that ain't nothing compared to ex's of mine. My oldest son's father was 19 yrs my senior.. age is just a number, but the law gas different eyes lol
I am F 20 years of age and currently getting totally turned on and all my need done by a 15 year old young man. I know it's wrong but can't help myself or I don't want to. We've been sexually involved for almost a year now and I can't get enough of him or should I say he can't get enough of me for he's constantly after my body and I let him have his way with ,e 95% of the time. Some times it just isn't practical to have sex like when we're at a store or I'm driving in traffic. We've had sex when I am driving at night and it's dark outside or when the car is parked even a few times when I drop him off at school in the parking lot.
Been caught a few times and the people just say things like "ye gods get a room will ya" or "isn't he a bit young for you" He just keeps me in a state of arousal most of the time and I can't help myself. I want him.
I am pretty certain you are not a lesbian, you probably think you should be but give the kid a go let him get some cock into you and see how you enjoy it, bet you know you really will.
Lol, I am a lesbian. The thought of cock disgusts me and makes me feel sick, even his. Like I said in the post, I kind of feel more romantically attracted to him than sexually.
Look stop carrying on like a dope, you clearly want this kids cock in you, certainly you have strong issues admitting it but stop saying your lesbian how about you call yourself bi that could be acceptable, I bet you have not had many lesbian relationships and are a bit confused about your sexuality, probably best to have a meaningful discussion with your local priest for direction and guidance
I do hope the boy gets a root out of you, do you both the world of good
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I think you might be infatuated with a gay guy, lol.
I don't see anything wrong with this. He's only 2 years from being 18. I doubt the age is what you're really worried about though. Chances are you're more concerned with the fact that you're having feelings about a man instead of a woman.
If u are a pussy licker what do you know about cock ?
You are bi and want cock