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I get so turned on by the idea of someone pinning me against any surface and just raping me. like i want someone to use all my holes to their pleasure and just leave me there. i want someone fuck my face while calling me derogatory names and coming on me. i also want two guys to fuck me at the same time,one guy fucking my throat and the other fucking my cunt. i want them to beat me as well and make me bleed. or they can take me home and tie me up to be used anytime they want.
I'm in a relationship with a woman who likes a bit of this rough stuff. We do play acting of this sort of thing. Tie her up. Spank her forced deep throat. After we do lots of hugging and gentle touch. Most recently, with her prior consent, I tied her over the couch, ripped off her clothes And gave her 6 really hard cuts with the cane on bum. There is lots of bruising and some broken skin. I left her struggling and screaming for a couple of minutes. Then I untied her and for two hours just held her while she sobbed and cried and finally got it together. Since then I've caught up with her a couple of times just to hug and hold her. She suffering some ptsd. She's a bit depressed and sleeping a lot. A bit robotic in the way she interacts.
So this stuff even when consensual can be traumatic.
Maybe i just feel like a deserve to be traumatized
Oh fuck me too
Mmmmm you sound Devine