I'm so excited

I've been talking to an Indonesian man online for two years. Initially we met on a penpal site but the site didn't actually allow people to send messages unless they were paid members so when he sent a smile I was discouraged. I decided to send another just to let him know I was also interested. He sent one then I did and so and so on. This went on for about a year until the website updated or something and we were able to talk.

Or maybe the moderators just decided to be nice haha. When I saw his photos I immediately thought he was one of the most handsome men I'd ever seen. I was just turned 17 at the time. When I was 18, graduated and moved out we finally started talking and suddenly just like that he's been in my life every single day and we talk about absolutely everything.

I should say that now I am 19, I'm not Asian either I'm Native American but I get mistaken for asian a lot. Anyways, we talked so often and we both knew there was attraction there. We flirted quite a bit but it was slow going at first until I decided to make a bold move and started sending pictures.

He completely loved it and said he was completely bewitched by me. We sexted and talked like normal and over the months it never went away. Suddenly I noticed we were talking more often. Every time I got his message I was so happy. In fact I was waiting for it even if I was with someone else.

He sang songs and played his guitar and send me the vidoes while I was asleep so I'd wake up to them.

I'm 19 now and finally after two years last the said he realized he loves me. And I love him. I don't know he it's possible to be so completely enamored with someone you've never even met.

He was always a kind of arrogant, resting bitch face kind of guy that didn't smile not because he wasn't happy just because his face was like that. He told me now he couldn't stop smiling. He'd send me vidoes of him screaming song lyrics while driving and would eat rotten mangos without noticing because I love them and he likes them more because of that.

I fall asleep staring at his photos and talking to him staying up way too late talking and being exhausted at work because I didn't want to say goodnight.

And I know that we'll be together. I didn't think I could fall in love with someone after all the things that have happened to me. And little did I know over the course of two years I have been falling for someone.

And now for the greatest Christmas present he's flying to Canada to see me. He's staying in a hostel and we'll meet for the first time. I'm sitting here typing and i feel it hasn't set in. That I'll be standing in front of him able to touch his face and say hello. I've fantasized about it so much and now it just won't register.

And I know finally after waiting so long I'll be able to kiss him and feel his body and enjoy his presence. I think I'm going to cry thinking about it. And over the next several days of his visit we'll make love non stop and be together and talk about everything. Even our future like we have before.

It feels so surreal. Like a dream. I love him.

I'm so distracted I can hardly remember the dirty things I was going to write about.

He's so handsome. Toned and slim. Around my height. A good cock that I really really really want to suck. His stomach is a bit hairy and I know I'll make fun of him for that.

He talks so much about always wanting to feel my skin and taste me everywhere grabbing me and smelling me and pinning me down.

My tits have always been his favorite. 34DDD. I can't wait for him to bury his face in them and cum all over me.

I just can't wait for it. I've been waiting for his cock for so fucking long it's driven me insane so many times over this year. Thinking about it makes me horny. I'm so torn between our first time being sweet and sensual and intimate and also getting pinned against a wall and getting fucking rammed. Oh god.

I want him to be the first man to see me orgasm. I've never orgasmed from penetration just using a vibrator on my clit. I want him to watch me and jerk off and start pleasing me himself. I want to be covered in sweat and cum just to shower together and do it all over again.

And I know they'll be the day when he has to leave. But I know he'll wait until the day I can go to him. In fact it's late and usually he messages me but he's on a plane now. Oh my god I need to sleep or I'll go insane.

I'm so excited and in a dreamland all at once. I love him.

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