Out of control

I am 22 and been married for the past three years and Wayne and I have a open relationship. With his work he's out of town for up to three months at a time and when we got married I was ready to put my sex life behind me and settle in with just him. All was fine till he got promoted and he told me he'd have to be gone even in another country for up to three or four months at a time and my heart sunk. I mean it was like my boat got torpedoed right from beneath me. God he's my man and his sex drive is just about like mine is and we're perfect for each other that way and now I got to go with out .

As luck would have it three weeks later I came home from doing some grocery shopping and he was packing his bags telling me he had only as hour to catch his flight and he was off to a Island called Guam and would be gone for nearly two months and I started in crying inside.

One week went by and I was all jittery, I couldn't do anything right and I started in having a glass of wine which led to two and then to three and four and I got drunk. I was sitting half on a chair and half off and down I went and I started in laughing and the door bell rang. I some how managed to get the door open and there before me was a teen aged boy asking if I'd like the lawn mowed and I said sure and told him where the mower was and he went right to work. I couldn't take my eyes off of him all the time he was working and when he took his shirt off the thoughts that ran thru my mind I shouldn't be married.

I took him a big glass of cool aid out and offered it to him which he gratefully accepted and I just stood there before him as he gulped it down and handed me the glass back and when his hand touched mine my whole body shook. I got away fast before I did some thing I would regret later and ten minutes later he got stung by a yellow jacket and he asked if I had any Benadryl which I led him into the kitchen and got him two out of the first aid kit and told him to sit down and try and relax to let the poison work it's way out of you and he did as I told him.

About twenty minutes later his color came back into his face and his speech was more normal and he asked for a glass of water which I got him one and as I handed it to him he took hold of it with one hand but his other took hold of my hip steadying himself he tried to stand up and fell right into me tearing my blouse exposing my right breasts and he looked at me and drool started flowing from his mouth and he tried to stand but fell back into the chair pulling me right with him and my breast landed right into his face I wanted to get up but didn't and it seemed like just a second he latched onto my nipple drawing it into his mouth and I let out a moan and he really began turning me on and I started to raise up off of him but somehow my hands just didn't do what they should have and we ended up having sex for nearly five hours that after noon and I thought I scared him away for I was so horney I about raped him. Three days later he showed up on my door step again and we went right into my bed room and made love all day and that went on till my husband returned and he told me he had a girl in Guam that stayed with him that cleaned and did his cooking and I asked what else she did for him and his face turned red and he finally admitted that she also slept with him after the second week. Then I told him about Tim and he wanted to meet this 17 year old that kept up with me so I called him up & invited him to dinner.

My wife let's other guys fuck her ocasionally and she tells me about it.we both love it. Sometimes I join in. Maybe your husband would do the same.

Enjoy yourself! Just be careful.

Wait what, did you do dp then or something?

Yes that's happened

Sounds like you need submissive training. Breaking will fix you.

Next time do eight guys at once. You're an adult do what you want.

I wonder who your hubby is doing on his trips out of town ?

There is no justifying what you are doing behind your husband's back. You are just an ungrateful cheating whore, willing to risk losing your husband over cock. I hope he catches you and leaves you with nothing. See if those 20 year olds will take care of you when they get done using you as a cum dump.

I think about that all the time believe me

Sweetheart stop this crap right now you are just being used as a slut fuck go back to being a nice wife talk to your man about your sex life and start enhancing it, keep on with these goons and you will end up nowhere

I want to but it's like some kind of sub concious thing that happens. I just find myself there whenever possible. I sometimes feel I need professional help.

Seriously, what's wrong with being used like a slut if you're enjoying it??