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I love you...but I just love you.
I do. I REALLY MADLY CRAZILY do but when we sext I don't feel anything. I just sit and explain shit. I can in detail give him enough dirty talk to have him squirming but it makes me cry. I don't understand why I'm like this...I can't do the whole naughty pictures thing, instead I send him my knees in a bra & drive him crazy...I feel so sick and dirty and tired and defeated but I love him SO MUCH & he loves me the same, we made that much clear but sex leaves me weak, jumpy & scared. I'm fucking 21 years old...
Awhhhh, sweety. Don't be so rough on yourself! I don't sext guys either and it's seriously not something to feel bad about. Actually you should feel proud! I know I do. (: