Can I find a woman who would let me practice my fetish?

When I was a teen I masturbated frequently. I love sexual excitement and play with myself for hours holding back the cum just to experience the sexual high for as long as possible.

My brother had come home from college and asked me about my girl friend. He asked if I had ever licked a girls pussy before. He told me it was so exciting and tasted good.
That image stuck in my mind and I wondered if I could ever bring myself to do that even though it made me very honey thinking about it. I figured if I could only bring myself to eat my own cum that I could also lick my girlfriend's pussy. I drove to a secluded place and masturbated. I shot a huge load in my hand. Since I did not have anything to clean up with I let most of it drip off my hand and looked at it for what seemed like minuted and slowly lowered the tip of my tongue to my palm and tasted it. It was OK so I licked the rest off and was sure I could lick her pussy.

I married a read head. I really enjoyed eating pussy. The very first time I went down on my wife she ejaculated in my face. I didn't know what happened but assured her it was OK. She was hesitant to let me go down on her after that. I guess I missed the taste of sex and asked her if I could cum on her breasts and lick it off. She was a trooper let me do it.

I got marred for a second time. I got so excited and asked to cum on her tits and lick it off, she was discussed with my request but she liked her pussy licked. She would use a vibrator and her lips would open and her clit would get so big. I loved to suck and lick her encouraged pussy. She loved to hold a mirror so she could watch me. One adventure out of town we stayed at a hotel. We made a plan to watch some porn and have sex at the same time. I was very sexually aroused and did not want to blow my load so I would fuck her for a while then eat her out. I would alternate at regular intervals but I did go over the top and shot my load in her. Without any thought or discussion I went down on her to lick her clean. She said nothing about it.

After we broke up. I missed oral sex very much. I searched the porn sites and discovered how to put my legs over my head and cum in my own mouth. The first time it was very sexy and good because it was something new and I really shot hard. After that it was not so easy. I would read stories about eating your own cum to get aroused. It never failed. I would lick my fingers now and then, but the thing that bothered me was that most stories gravitated from eating your own cum then sucking another guys dick. That discussed me. But it did get me wanting to buy a dildo so that I could imagine what it would be like. But my biggest desire is to use the dildo on a woman and then lick or suck it clean.

Do open minded women like this exist? Women who would ejaculate in my face? Let me lick my cum from their breasts and suck it from their pussy? I have an sex fluid fetish.

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