Confessions of a sex addict

My addiction to sex began when I was very young. My first recollection of masturbating happened when I was young enough to be still taking naps. Maybe 4 or 5?
Anyway, my cousin who baby sat me and several other children walked into the bedroom while I was playing with myself.She did not handle it very well and she told all the other kids and of course they all laughed at me and teased me. For the rest of the summer everyday she would take me in for my nap she told me not to touch myself.
I think I stopped for quite awhile because my next recollection was when I was about 10 years old. In the summer all the boys in the neighborhood used to walk or ride our bikes to the Elks Club baseball field and play ball all day only going home for lunch. One day after lunch I returned to the filed late and when none of the guys were around I went down to the barn where the
Elks stored all of their annual carnival equipment. When it rained or we just wanted a break from baseball we often went into the barn to hang out in one of the empty rooms. When I walked into the room that day I discovered all of the boys had their pants down and they were all jerking off. I remember joining them and I masturbated until it tickled too much and I had to quit. That night in bed I masturbated again and I remember for the next couple of years I would masturbate every night. I think I had just turned 12 when one night I got up to go to the bathroom and began masturbating there. This time it was different though and instead of it tickling too much it felt really good and I experienced my first ejaculation.After that I was hooked.
We lived in a 3 story farmhouse at that time and in the summer it became very hot up in my 3rd story bedroom. Back then we didn't have air conditioning so in the summers I would sleep on the lower level in an alcove that was just outside of my sisters bedroom.I would have to wait for her to turn out her light and fall asleep before I felt comfortable enough to masturbate. One night while waiting for her to go to bed she left her door open just enough to give me a direct view of her undressing. It was the first time I had ever seen a young girl completely naked. She was 14 and she had nice breasts and a bushy mound between her legs. I got very hard watching her rub cream all over her body sand when the lights went out it seemed to take forever before I was sure she was asleep and I'd pound on my hard cock until I shot my load fantasizing over her nice titties, ass and pussy. I was especially fascinated with her puffy nipples. One night she stayed up particularly late and she was reading one of those magazines that were labelled love and romance but were actually kind of soft core porn reading material. That night as I lay peeping from under my covers I noticed she was rubbing herself and moaning softly. Then she started shaking and was rubbing very vigorously.A few minutes later her light went out and I couldn't help but starting to jerk my boner immediately. I must have been in a frenzy because I had apparently brought my actions to her attention and all of a sudden she was kneeling next to my bed. I stopped immediately. Without a word spoken she reached over and began rubbing my cock. I didn't make any attempt to stop her and before I knew what was going on she had my cock in her mouth and it was the best thing I had ever felt. I remember coming in her mouth and her swallowing my load. Until summer was over after my parents had retired to bed she and I would be up until the wee hours. She would suck me and I would play with her tits and pussy and she showed me how to lick her pussy.
After that summer we never got involved with each other again but I would think about her all the time and masturbate.
By the time I was 14 I masturbated every day of my life. Sometimes twice. Sometimes three times. Sometimes more.
To be continued if anyone is interested.

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