Obsessed with a fantasy

I haven't done this yet, but I've been thinking about it constantly since I started seeing this guy. He's nice, and we get along, but there's just something about him that makes me want to control him. I think he likes it, so we sort of feed off each other, I guess.

So far, it's little things, like I tell him what to wear, and I order for him in restaurants. And last week I told him it makes me hot to know when he's jerking off. So now he texts me and actually ASKS me if it's ok for him to jerk off now. Really, I don't give a crap when he jerks off, but I totally get off having the control.

I figure I'll keep pushing until he's totally under my thumb or whatever. But I started thinking about getting him to eat his own cum, and I now it's all I can think about. Here's how my fantasy goes...

First I want to scare the hell out of him and mess with his head. I'll bring it up like 'hey baby, wanna eat your cum for me?' The more disgusted he is, the better, cuz then I can play more. I'll mention it all the time, like 'it sure would make me happy if' and 'I saw this porno where'. Eventually, he'll cave, because that's what he does.

Then I'll get all excited and happy, and that's when I'll start scaring the crap out of him and humiliating him at the same time. "baby, I'm so excited you're going to do this for me! And don't worry about the taste. Most girls get used to it. Do you want to talk to Amy about it? She'll probably have good advice for your first time!" I'd keep him going for a couple of weeks with that kind of thing, building up the anticipation. Of course, I'd have to re-assure him with "I bet you're going to love it! And it totally doesn't mean you're gay, but if you are, I understand"

Then I'd set a date like two weeks out, maybe Valentines day or his birthday, just to build it up more and make it a bigger deal and make him associate the day with his first cum load. No cumming for 2 weeks to make sure it's a good load! I'd put him on a special diet of fruits and other things to make it taste good. I don't think it helps - I just want him to think about it at meal times. "holy fuck, pineapple juice again! I can't believe I'm going to eat my cum in less than a week!"

Of course, practice makes perfect, so I'll have him filling condoms with sugar water, putting them on, taking them off, and chugging them. That will help make it feel natural (or just give me some fun watching, whatever).

Cum Day will be circled on the calendar, and I'll make a special dinner, and order balloons and cake. I can't decide what I'll write on the cake. Something gentle and loving, like "good luck sweetie, make me proud", I guess.

Then it's time for the big moment! We'll have discussed (many many times) all the best methods, and analyzed the pros and cons of each. We settled on jerking off into a condom, because it ensures no waste, and total purity. It also lets me have a good angle to watch.

So, with great ceremony, I hand him a condom, and plop myself on the couch to watch the show. Of course, I'll chip in with helpful advice while he beats himself. "faster! slower! remember to drink it while it's still warm!"

Eventually, he grunts one out, and looks up at me all hesitant. Of course, I'm there to help. I'll be clapping and grinning like an idiot and yelling "go baby go! suck down that hot load!" I might make a little mistake and say "that's it, girl! who's my slutty girl?"

He'll look into the condom full of cooling jizz, then at me. "It's OK sweetie, just tip your head back, and suck it from the rubber into your mouth." and maybe I'll hear his stomach rumble - he's feeling a little sick. Aw, poor baby. "Tell you what, just hold it there, and maybe swish it around for a while until you feel ready".

Best case, he'll choke a little, but get it down, looking a little green. Then I'll run over and hug him and fuss like he just won a freaking Nobel prize. I'll go on and on about it "that was amazing! you're so hot! did you like it? don't worry, I bet if we do this every day, you'll be loving it in no time! I can't wait to tell Amy! No? Why not, aren't you proud? Well, ok, it can be our secret."

After that, I guess it will be kind of a let down. I'm hoping he doesn't like it at first, so then I can try to make him like it. Know what? Fuck that, I don't care if he likes it. I just want him to think I get hot watching him do it.

I guess I'd have keep pushing. Get him to store up a whole bunch and eat it at once. Get him to do it two or three times a day.

I dunno, at that point I kind of lose interest. He'd have to keep doing it of course, but I guess I have to find something else to help him with.

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