Well im a young married man with kids but no sex life. I get rejected by my wife often for anything sexual in nature. I found a female online, craigslist actually that i met up with to get a hand job. It was my first time and i was very nervous. I arrived, she took off her shirt, i pulled my shorts down and sat down and she began jerking my cock off. It felt so good but at the same time all i could think about was my wife. Well, withing 10 minutes i had busted my nut and that was it. She opened her door and out i went. It was discrete and to the point. There, its off my chest and god can judge me for it. Its something i have never experienced before and it felt great for a complete stranger to get me off like this. I got married at 18, so i know thats not an excuse but i have to try to justify my actions somehow right?? Anyone else go through something like this?