I want to have a sexual love and marriage with my former doctor

I so want to hear the words I love you and I am sorry I just want to fuck you so much. I want more then just a fuck babe. I feel like I am ruining your life and making you turn away. I love you and I dont know how to show you I love you. I am in need of love I would do anything to have a nice guy take me on a date and treat me right. I just dream of you moving in and taking over to make things better with me, and I dream of you fucking me in the fourposter bed and I want to give my body to you completely. I want to feel the ultimate sexual experience I have hungered for with you. I want to be loved by you and love you. I know this wrong. I know this is not right, you are a doctor and I was your patient. maybe I should put my heart to someone else and I would if someone would just love me. if you could just put aside your status and love me as I am. so what I am no a clever expert, I have no degrees yet. but I need you more then you even know. I have never had real loving sex ever, being shy and afraid of sex and the only time I did i was raped. so if you could just find it in your heart to love me for the person I am and know I love you. or I will have to give my heart to someone else. I will find excuse to ring you or that police officer and I will even try to lose weight and flirt more. you know I love you and miss you every day. I dream of him desiring me and wanting me. I dream of a few guys wanting me. I just want to show him I am worth that and more and strive for love I will. I am sick of being told as a white woman I deserve shit.

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