Is sissy porn turning me gay?
I am white, married, successful and quite straight but i began to look at sissy porn and i think it has changed me. Over the period of a year i now have a panty drawer filled with nothing but pink panties. i own a bra, wearing nighties to bed every night, shaved my legs, and have thrown out most of my male underwear so give me less of a choice in what to wear under my straight getup. i watch sissy hypno's and am so fascinated by big black cock that i am starting to behave differently around black men, unable to look them in the eyes. i have never had gay sex and would not choose to do so, but fantasize about it happening and being unable to stop it. i think i am turning a little gay and white i am writing this i am fondling my tiny dick through my pink panty. i know i shouldn't post this but i feel compelled to let someone, and perhaps anyone who is superior, know about this. If that 'someone' had a large Black Cock i think i would cream my panties.
Is all that sissy porn turning me gay? What should i do about it?
Yes very powerful
You’ve been brainwashed by sissy porn and porn addiction. Get some help. I’m so glad that shit didn’t get a hold of me like it has to so many men here. It’s an addiction. You’re a man and no matter what this fucked up society try’s to tell you about “following your urges”, you have a responsibility to behave like one. Long term porn use has the same effect as heroin on your brain. You seek novelty to get that same flood of dopamine. You’re not gay, you’re not bi, you’re an addict. Get some help and stop wasting your life on this twisted shit.
I got turned out by big black cocks and I love it yes I love big black cock white guy
I'm married also my wife loves watching me suck big cock I love dressing up and meeting guys I'm all bottom I'm all about pleasing a man with a big cock it's a wonderful feeling being stretched out by a big cock I'm such a happy person with that feeling
I got to admit that since I had my first fat 12 toy years ago I craved big cocks all the time and always playing with myself. But don’t have a real man but maybe once a year. Just can’t find one I like or who has a big fat at least 10 inch to 14 inch cock.one guy said he couldn’t cause he didn’t like it cause of my very large nipples and that my ass looked almost like a real pussy.? Hahahaha it was ok with me cause I thoult he was a nut case anyway.
You say that you are married...what does your wife think of all this? But in my opinion, you woundn't be reacting to the sissy and BBC porn this way unless the urges were already there.
I have had sex with black men and I can tell you it did make me want to act more like a woman for them. It had something to do with how they just take control. It's very intoxicating. By the way I am a straight male married to a very beautiful woman who would not appreciate this side of me, but if I met the right black man, I'd do it all over again. Behind my wife's back of course.
Studies have shown that "wyteboiz" are awfully fond of "Thug Niggahz", we wish to impress them... Suburban Wyteboiz and Thug Niggahz can live in harmony though, given we wyteboiz obey our superiors. (BBC = bigger, juicier, veiny, and monsterous.)
This often confuses and intimidates wyteboiz... IF BBC IS BETTER, THEN I STAND NO CHANCE! (Hardened thugs vrs suburban wyteboiz) Youre starting to learn from the hypnosis. Those black guys can tell if youre a faggot or not right away...
It's not that youre gay... You arent't gay for this. It's about respect for the supreme race... Those big black cocks trump our tiny weiners. (im 5inch)
That was so fucking gay of me to post... Yeah, I want you to know that im obcessed with BBCS too.... I WANNA WATCH MY GF POLISH AFRICAN WOOD!
You’re a fag
We are the white pussy free Sissy faggot girls. We obey our black lords and owners
We die for our lords big black cocks and they fuck the white girls as well couse we can't get hard with girls and we got a clitty and not a monstrous delicious cock.We obey our black Daddy's
I felt the same way.... Wearing cute little ruffled bottom panties and wanting a bbc. Oh my gosh!!!! When it happened I thought I'd be split in two.
BBC is so cool.
Superior to wyteboiz.
MILKING BBC IS FUN!!
Fag
I love to blow men while I am wearing panties and thigh-high stockings.
Give in to your urges and try it out. Best thing I ever did was give in to my urge to suck cock, which led to getting fucked. Now I crave cock all the time...
I used to think I was straight, now I am at least bi and probably more gay than anything. Embrace your urges and have fun. Sex with men is amazing and more fun than with women in my opinion.
I think you sound hot. We should meet up so I can slowly slide every hard, thick inch of my big black cock in to your little sissy ass until you feel me tense up and blow my load dep inside you.
You'll never know how much you love it until you've felt it fill you up.
Wow
I'm 5'6" about 135 smooth naturally I have size 5 pink panties on and I'm a virgin
Can you use me for like a week or so
I want sum BBC too!
I think i just came in my panties reading your reply. i think i would be afraid to know what i would do if you lived anywhere near me .. i think something in me wants to know what Big Black Cock inside me would be like. Thank you, Sir, for writing.
Btw .. i am calling myself sis-ee-boi .. it sounds better than admitting i am a sissy
Yo, sissy wyteboiz sometimes feel "faggoty regret" after orgasming. (usually into their own mouth out of sticky-nutt-curiousity) Right now im dressed up like a lil faggot. (Wig bra panties stockings heels makeup) I bought all of the stuff just to see what being a sissy was like, to dabble with being a homosexual girlyboi. I found crossdressing to be really exciting and bizarre. I dress up and take pictures and videos of me as a sissy to see how I look.
But the problem is my "faggoty guilt". I delete my photos and videos before i ever save or edit them. I think im just scared of the truth. Im a sissy faggot wyteboi.
I am the exact same as you. "Faggot Guilt" is a perfect name. To regret obsessing about juicy cockrods. (BBC)
We all go through the "faggot guilt" phenomenon. This is common for suburban beta bitchboi/wyteboiz to experience directly after orgasm has been reached. The wyteboi brain is stimulated by the bizarre and strange unknown things. This is why we gravitate towards the "faggot betaboiz" lifestyle.
I know that while im edging, I want to become a shemale/tranny. That it would be fun and exciting to "be the girl". All sorts of "hypersexual-homosexual" thoughts go through my mind. It is only until after I orgasm that reality seems to set in hard... It's a funny thing to fathom, but its very true.
Usually afterwards, im in denial of sorts. I try to reason with my thoughts, trying to find any excuse to not be gay. It's crazy, but awesome.
((Limpy Suburban Betaboi Homo-Faggoty Wyteboiz = GAY))