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Thinking of acting on my gay fantasies
I've never really thought of myself as gay, but I have been bi-curious since I was a teen. Occasionally over the years I would share handjobs with guys, but once I got near orgasm would start to think of females.
Lately, I've been coming more attracted to men. I've been masturbating more to naked pics of guys and have been fantasizing about sucking cock, being sucked, doing frots with cute guys while kissing them, even some about anal sex (although that's not really my thing). I have licked guys' cocks and sucked their balls during mutual masturbation sessions, and have let other guys give me blowjobs.
Beyond sex, I have no desire to be part of a "gay lifestyle" I'm in my 50's and married. My wife knows of my tendencies and knows I've played around masturbatorialy with men. She does not know that homosexual lovemaking fantasies have taken over my masturbation sessions, and that I wish to act on them. I love to masturbate and do it a lot. I'd say now that more than 50% of my masturbation time is spent concentrating on guys.
As much as I love girls, I've always liked cock. I have no interest in guys, just that. I grew up with a neighbor that would ask me to suck on his cock when we were bored & we'd sometimes kiss. I just always loved sexual things, jerking off, etc. Couldn't help but say yes when he asked. Didn't enjoy it that much for awhile, but then a couple yrs passed, right before he moved, he asked me again and I of course said yes. His cock was a lot bigger and tasted & felt so good in my mouth. I wanted to sit there all night in front of him. Since then, I've had tons of dreams about sucking someone & wished I had the chance again (and also to lick & suck on some really big balls and have them shoot cum all over my face). Every big cock I saw in porn videos would make me think of his and I started loving shemale videos too. Nothing better in my book than a pretty young shemale with a nice cock on her. I think that's exactly what I need in my life, boobs & cock on 1 person :)