Wanted Female Companion but.....
I am a married male teacher of 35 age. I have good libido. There are many attractive lady teachers and parents. I wanted not more but few (2-3) to have sexual relations with me. But I feel shy and odd to ask anybody for it. I do not wanted to force or hurt anybody. I feel that if they would not like my wish? If I ask, what they will think of me? Shall it hurt my status? Shall they keep my wish secret or expose it to others? Shall it will be against the morals? If they did not like it? If they react adversely? Due to such thinking I could not have such relations with others, though I am willing strongly. So I am suppressing my wishes for much long and feel miserableness.
I totally agree. You don't just go and ask people to have sex with you. Keep your sex desires way from your work. Go to a bar and offer a drink to a woman, go online and find someone, pay a prostitute(If where you are is legal)or flirt with your neighbor but do not ask women for sex where you work.