I cant stop sleeping with my ex
I love my ex. he was abusive and i know I shouldnt see him but im still in love with him. We have a daughter together and were together for 3 years. He was violent to me but we had the best sex in the whole universe! Ive tried to sleep with other guys but its just not the same. He makes love to me so perfectly and he still is in love with me too. I know we can never be a couple again cuz of his past, and my family would never accept him after he was abusive to me, but I want him so bad still. we meet up and have sex still like 3 times a week or so. Its the best sex I could ever find. I try to date other people to get over my ex but no one compares to him. I dont tell anyone that i still have sex with my ex. I dont know what to do cuz I dont know how I can ever give up the amazing sex and the passion between the two of us. I feel i will love him forever
I suspect a lot of people are vulnerable to this dilemma. My SIL can't resist her first, neither can my wife. I have a weakness for my first married and I have a coworker that can't resist her baby daddy even though they have both 'moved on' and are in other relationships
When I separated from my husband I realized that the sex that we used to have was the best ever, even when we were not really getting on together. He lives in a nearby town and I know that he has girlfriends, I've even seen him with one, a petite redhead. I'm stupidly jealous that she is getting his cock and cum. When I have sex with my new BF, I've had several, it's never as good as it was with him and I find myself imagining that it's him doing me and flooding me (he was a heavy cummer).
I know how you feel. My wife still has sex with the guy that took her virginity way back in 1970 when she was 14 and then knocked her up when she was 20. They never married and she says she doesn't love him but can't say no to him either. All he has to do is call and she will drop whatever she is doing to go meet him. We have been married for 28 years and live a hot wife lifestyle, so it's all good. He has even called at 2 am and she got up to have sex with him in his car right in our driveway.
I have the best sex in the universe. That is all.