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I'm starting to not like girls anymore
I'm a fairly good looking guy, but its been hard to find girls to cam with online. A while ago I was so horny, that I just wanted to get off with anybody, so I started camming with other guys. I've done things that disgust me to the point of feeling nauseous after I finish. But its starting to change now, I feel less attracted to girls I see, and just want to spend my time with other men online, I genuinely enjoy fufilling their commands, no matter how perverted. I think I'm turning gay and while I used to want to stop and be straight again, I'm starting like it.
I like women - but hell the crap you have to put up with to get some action, often makes me wonder...
Without knowing your sexual experience beyond webcam I can't say much really, but I don't see this as someone "turning gay", just broadening their horizons. I know people who go through phases where they don't give a shit about girls for a couple of years and want sex only with men, then vice versa happens. Sexuality is weird and can do almost anything.
Normally I would say "so you're gay, and hey, its ok." But if you first felt nauseous and disgusted, maybe you've only convinced yourself your gay. Like you let or wanted to be reprogrammed somehow. Gender identity issues are really tough. Some people work through it easier than others. Sounds like you are having problems, so I suggest you go talk to a therapist. Its ok to get help. Either way it ends up, is ok. the only "wrong" way to go is by staying confused and ending up thinking you are one way when you are really another (and being miserable for years and years as a result). Good luck.
Same here man cock is way better than pussy