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I'm a member of aff and whenever i feel like a wank i go onto the site and try chat to girls and watch there cams and stuff. But when im horny it seems like i turn into a different person, guys chat me and i cant ignore them, its like part of me forces myself to chat,. Any way they always end up turning me on calling me names and stuff and more than a few times iv been turned into a cam slave for them and do anything on it. Whenever i cum im instantly disgusted with myself and filled with regret.
Whenever im not horny the thought of been with a guy makes me sick.
Whats wrong with me???
It doesn't necessarily mean anything at all. You're still you. Playing with another man doesn't make you turn green or grow another belly button. And it doesn't necessarily mean you're gay or bi. You just want to explore. It's really no different than only eating American and maybe Italian or French food and suddenly wanting to try Indian or Vietnamese food. It doesn't mean you can't go back to what you usually eat, or you may only want to go for a different "cuisine" occasionally. And it definitely doesn't mean you're suddenly Indian or Vietnamese. Just enjoy yourself and stop worrying about labels. Down the line, if you discover more about yourself and it's different just go with the flow and be happy in life.
You’re bi dude. Once you accept that you won’t feel as much disgust.
Easy answer. You like male on male sex. You don't have to stay that way. But currently you do. Just know that like most things in life, sexuality can be changed.