Was groomed by a older man

So I'm young, addicted to different drugs, working odd jobs, no where to really stay and my only friends were my drug dealers. Theres your setting. Im 5'8, teenage White, male, 150 lbs, fit, now there's me. Im usually with guys in there 40s or 50s, much heavier set and I was definitely with the wrong crowd. Well for a long time id been crashing on my dealers couch like a few months and smoking pretty much everyday, giving him the money I did have. Well I lost my job over some bullshit and couldnt do nun for weeks, tried looking but nothing for a while. A random night were on the couch hanging out he hadn't said anyrhing about me not having money, im dosing off since its like 3am, then he grabbed my hand while I was half asleep and started jacking himself off with it. Im still alittle coherent but I didnt stop him, it went on for a while until he got hard and pulled my head down to it. I pretended to be asleep mouth loose but stiff. He opened my mouth and started fucking me. Im nervous at this point to pretend to wake up so im frozen getting my throat hit. He went on for a long time too until he pulled me up, I pretended to half ass wake up and he called me on my bullshit so I was even more nervous than before. Still and kinda shaking he was touching me and rubbing my legs, he bent me over and walked behind me. Im still in a short state of shock but it happened fast. He was in me and fucking me hard, fast, and then it was over and all over me too. This continued too, I became a little shut for this man behind closed doors. I even sucked his friends and his dealer fucked me for a re up once. Whay I stupid life ive lived.. but fun.

By Anonymous Jul 23

Sex CONFESSION

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