Something ive never admitted to anyone
I guess im here to get this off my chest. When i was a freshman in HS i was a little curious about other guys, just seeing them in the locker room and what not. I started messing around in chatrooms with older guys on cam. That eventually led to me reaching out to the only gay kid in our entire school. He was a year older than me and openly gay. I messaged him on xanga at the time. He was shocked to hear i was curious and said he always thought i was hot. We made plans for him to sneak over at night and come thru my window. I was nervous as hell, he showed up and crawled thru right into my bed. We didnt even say much. He got under the covers with me and started rubbing on my dick thru my shorts, i instantly got hard. I reached over and started rubbing on his, he was already hard. I pulled my shorts down and he went straight down and started giving me my first ever bj. I remember my head literally spinning. It felt so good. He came up a couple times and made out with me and asked if i could taste my precum. I couldnt taste anything. He said i know youre close because youre precumming like crazy. He finally pulled his shorts down and put my hand on his dick. I remember it feeling so wrong but so enticing. I jerked him a little and told him i wasnt ready to go down on him. He went back down sucking me, it felt amazing but i just couldnt cum. He told me to rub his butt so i did. I started rubbing on his butt and imagining a chick blowing me and not long after i came in his mouth. He swallowed it and we laid there for a couple minutes. He asked if he had flipped me i said idk lol. He left and we never really talked again. Years later i heard he told several people what we did but i denied it. I see him on facebook nowadays and he is gay as could be. Ive considered experimenting again recently but i cant seem to find anyone remotely attractive. We will see what the future holds.
Jul 21
My one and only was when I was like fourteen and I talked my ten year old boy cousin into letting me butt fuck him during a sleepover at my house. I was lucky as all fuck that he never told on me.
I have felt both ashamed and guilty about my behavior ever since. My cousin died of AIDS in the very late 90s and I have always felt that I was the one that introduced him to being a faggot. Like his death was my fault for being sick a closeted horny teenager.
Wow that totally sucks :(
Mke2001w8tr@gmail.com I started sucking dick when I was about 13
I love sucking and swallowing. Started at 14. I did a couple of straight boys in school. Got fucked when I was 15 from my friends dad. I loved it.
I was like around thirteen and I often did stuff with one of my friends that was the same age as me. I never did anything with an adult when I was a kid.
I was twelve the first time I bottomed for my best friend's twenty year old brother.
Having an adult sized erection penetrating my child size anus hurt like all hell !!! Even though he used Vaseline. On top of that I did not get my turn doing it to him.
The next time I bottomed, I was almost eighteen. I bottomed for a thirteen year old and it did not hurt at all.
Yeah, experimenting with somebody that's way older has it's challenges that you don't think of in advance.
I experimented with guys my own age, very early teens, not like I had it planned that way, just that is how it worked out organically.
A big size difference can be obviously very traumatizing, but lesson learned I suppose.
I guess you are an arrogant ahole. There are plenty of handsome enough very nice guys out there hoping to be with someone. But no Mr Stuck Up.....have fun being alone....all your life.
I was curious in hs about gay sex, being on the swim team we were nude b4 and after practice.
We joked around, got hard ons and I'm sure some dick sucking happened.
At a team party I went to the restroom and a team mate was there. We sucked each other off.
Can't swim LoL