Life after divorce
This was my journey after I was recently divorced. It had been years since I had any sexual experience. Married out of high school and things fell off real fast, I hit 40 and knew I needed to get out. I tried tinder and other apps but the girls there are just trying to get a free meal. I don't mind it if a good conversation comes out it, I wasn't looking for anything.
Well a few months pass and a buddy of mine tells me of a different kind of app. I have never been with another man so I'm reluctant at first but I decide to give it a try.
I meet up with an older man, I park next to him and he gets out of his car and into my truck, immediately he pulls out my dick and starts sucking on it. I hate to admit it but I lasted no less than a few minutes once he started sucking on my balls, he eagerly swallowed and told me I was a very handsome man with a thick dick and gave me his number for if I ever wanted to meet again. That experience left me happy but very confused.
I talked to my buddy about it and he told me to just go for it, he invited me out to go bar hopping with him and his other gay friends and so I went along. Everyone was nice, I got a lot of compliments and a lot of drinks, no one was too pushy or mean about being rejected after I explained my situation.
I decided to go with them again and this time I met a younger guy, mid 20s finishing up at the local university. He was such a cool guy and he kept touching my shoulder and playing with my hands every opportunity he got. I realized that he was flirting and I got flustered and we exchanged numbers. I called him later and invited him to hang out and play video games or shoot some hoops. He was such a chill guy and everything felt right, I never understood chemistry but I definitely had it with this guy.
After hanging out with him several days, I dropped him off and we kissed and it felt awkward for me but he seemed happy, it was just a small kiss. I don't know why I felt happy but it felt wrong. I knew I either had to go all the way or stop leading on this poor guy.
I invited him over the next day and we had a fun beach day. Back at home he jumped in the shower first and invited me in, he noticed my hesitation and said that he would keep it playful and nothing serious. I tried to not let my eyes wander but I saw his petite yet muscular built, he smiled and welcomed me in. I rubbed up against him as I was getting in and he got rock hard, he had a nice dick, not too thick but kinda big. I got semi hard knowing I was turning him on. He complimented my body and said I had a fat dick. We helped scrub each other and it felt very close. He really didn't do anything disrespectful and would playfully put his head on my shoulder or get close enough that our body's, not penis, would touch.
We both thought it would be fun if we stayed naked as we chilled and watched the game. We sat on diagonal spots so I would glance over and take a peek and his dick looked more and more welcoming. I got up and sat between his legs, i put one hand on his thigh and used my other hand to put his dick closer to my face.
I put it in my mouth and started bobbing my head up and down, I don't know what I was expecting but I didn't think that it would be that spongy and that hard. I licked it plenty and got down to his balls, I put them in my mouth and gently sucked on them. I could hear him moan and gyrate his body so that turned me on even more. It was a very intimate and fun experience.
He pulled me up and leaned me against the couch and he returned the favor and licked my balls and took my dick deep down his throat. He asked me how far I wanted to go and I said as far as we could. He turned around and offered me his tight yet muscular butt, i instinctively spit into it and slowly slid my dick into him. It felt incredible.
Afterwards he asked if he could do the same and I said yes so he leaned me over the couch and started tonguing my butthole. Once it was relaxed and covered in his spit he gently slid into me. I could feel the pressure of his dick as he entered me, and I could feel how hard his dick was. Once he was inside I couldn't help but let out a moan. He reached over and played with my dick as he slowly thrust deeper into me. It hurt but it felt good. He grabbed my cheeks and held my waist as he gently thrust into me. I could feel his dick sliding inside me and I would moan every time his body pressed firmly against my cheeks. It was a soul fulfilling experience. I asked him to go a bit faster and so he did. I could hear the smack of his body against my cheeks and I could feel the warmth from him as he held for a second before pulling back and thrusting back deeper inside me. I felt his hands grip me tight and his dick felt warm and hard as it penetrated me deeper until he filled me up with cum.
It has been a few years now and we have been exclusive ever since. He lives with me and I have never been happier, I have a friend to keep me grounded and guide me through life and a generous lover that keeps my soul afloat with dreams and happy tomorrows. I never knew I would fall for this young man or that someone could love me this much. Sometimes all it takes is 40 years and some choices you never thought you'd personally take.
God that was hot! I came reading it and ate my own cum out of my hand. I want this so bad but I am married. Maybe one day!
If it doesn't feel right don't waste your life away. Be honest with yourself and what you want because life is too short. I wasted 19 years in a loveless marriage because of my kids. Now I am happily married to an older man who loves and cherishes me. Our love life isn't as steamy as the original post but I guarantee you that no one sucks dick better than a loving man. It's a soul bending journey that every man should experience.
The day of my divorce was the best day of my life. The feeling of freedom was so profound that it was undescribable.
I rebuilt my life completely over the part 17 years, 8 months, two weeks, three days and some odd hours.
My life belongs to me. I have traveled outside the borders of the USA and discovered many places with profound freedom that are as good and even better in some cases than the tired boast we claim. I no longer actually care what others think of me because I AM free.
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