I lost virginity when I was 12. I had a difficult puberty

When I was going through puberty, it was rough. They started having periods when I was 10 and 1/2.

I became deeply interested in sex. I was crushing on guys and noticed guys in school. I even noticed adult men.

I fooled around with this one guy in my class I crushed on. We foold around and then it got to the point he pulled it out. And he had a finger inside me.

Nothing else happened with him and he started to avoid me in school. I don't know if he didn't like me or what his problem was. I was fascinated to see what he had. And I just got more fascinated to see what other guys had.

My actual loss of virginity is when I was 12 and he was 15. He was in high school, and I thought, wow, an older boy wants me. It actually felt really natural for him to be inside me, and I enjoyed it. I didn't have the first time jitters, or anything. And it seemed like he knew what he was doing.

After about six months, he said we should see other people. I really liked him but i think I had sex on the brain somehow, and I knew other boys could do what he was able to do with me. So I saw another guy for 3 years. Then I had another boyfriend in my senior year of high school. With all these guys, I wanted them inside me. I have to confess I had these desires and having a guy with me made it all good. It was deeply satisfying to be with them.

My boyfriend, senior year cheated on me, and that led us to break up. But I actually missed him, because, I was used to having him, make love to me.

When I went away to college, I had a few boyfriends there. No need to go into those details. I'm married now. But I started really young. I felt strong desires that could only be fulfilled with guys. I had actually done things where you insert objects inside of yourself. Those made some good feelings, but it just wasn't the same as having a real male with you. I felt a strong need to have a male. I needed him inside me. I needed him laying next to me.

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