Its just who I am
Im full of shame and guilt. Im lost to my addiction. Despite those feelings and thoughts, theres this lust that grows and I cant stop it. Its turns into this crazy craving and I know how it ends. On my knees in front of a stanger, either facing him or facing away, usually both. Ill take their cum wherever, its all I care about, even though I know I will feel broken and used. Shortly after, I'll wonder why I did it again. Ill just want to go home, where my cravings will come back. So I'll get ready to go out again, I cant stop.
When I pull up to the hotel or bar or any other place, my pussy is already soaked, knowing there will be guys that will give me what I want, so I can go home in shame again. I always get so nervous and want to leave, but my body wont let me. I get excited and I give in to it, I forget everything else. Ill end up in an alley, behind some bushes. Or in a car or hotel room. Or I'll go to a house or apartment.
Again I end up getting what I went out for and again Im ashamed. I get home and I have cum in me and or dried on me and I know I cant change who I am, a cum slut. Im a slave to my cravings. I get home and I shower to get the filth off, and I can still taste cum. It makes me horny. I finally get to bed and I start feeling bad about myself but also knowing I'm going to do it again.
I saw a way cool porn, sperm come out of a guy's dick
My dick is so big.I've been in porn auditions.
My dick is larger than most dicks
I have a dick
The male deck goes into the female cunt
My porn and sex addiction has led me to some dark corners; being aroused by things and topics that I despise and I know are wrong.
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Not anything you haven’t read here already; just dark and twisted for me. Like very young girls, CP, beastiality, rape, etc…
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