I’m such a slut

I (36f) hate me, I’m disgusting. I hate hate hate how much getting cheated on fucking gets me off. I hate that I’m such a slut. My ex bf did this to me.
He cheated constantly nonstop with girls who were so so cute and it eventually turned into a kink so it wouldn’t hurt. I’m bi, so if I see a sexy girl I want her on my current bfs thick cock.
I’m unattractive I know I am. Whenever I see some cute ditzy slut I hope my bf wants her. The younger the better. I tell him who’s slutty so he’ll make moves praying he’ll cheat again (he does he just doesn’t know I know).
I have a daughter who’s 16 and has her friends over and as wrong as it is I get jealous and hopeful when they’re in bikinis near him. My ultimate fantasy is that - legal, but barely, legal pussy on his cock.
He fucks his baby mama still. He’s 38, she’s 26, they have an 11yo girl together so he likes em young and tight.
Shes so sexy. 26, Latina, HUGE ass and thighs, big perfect tits even I cum to. The prettiest face and poutiest little lips. I let him cheat I play dumb I love that he’s cumming in that bitch raw wtf is wrong with me. Her moan her tight pussy the thought of her bouncing happily on his giant dick cumming all over it… it fucking gets me off. She’s a huge kink of mine HUGE. I’d eat her pussy, I’d watch her fuck him, I’d get her off. I love that he loves her I love that he fucks her I love that he’s getting off. She sends him nudes still and I just know he cums to them. I hope he fucks her like a slut and I also hope he makes slow passionate love to her.

Is this bad? Wtf do I do? Ugh

By Anonymous Jul 15

Cheating CONFESSION

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