PART #2 CONFESSION of a washed-up Porn Actor🚫Star from 1970's

Then I was loaned to Dick, he like to fuck as much as he liked being fucked. Dick was a good 7 inches and thick and the firs time I got fucked. He was not gentle, he fucked me with heat and passion, fast and deep. Indeed, it hurt like hell but the $150 he gave me helped me get over that; I got to shit feeling that lasted a week. Next time, Dick got me prepared by using butt plugs a few hours before he fucked me, eventually his fucking me felt really good.

 

In the Summer of 1968 Lucky who had met my parents, asked if he could take me on a “Trek” to Morocco. My parents were impressed with Lucky mostly like poor people are with men successful and rich, so they had no problem letting me accompany him. Lucky handled getting my passport and visa. We landed in Rabat and rented a car to go to Tangier.  By the fourth day I was more than acquainted with the abundance of male prostitutes for whom there were just as many chickenhawks. Those or some of the movie stars I wrote of earlier, I saw 6 that I still remember very well. In fact, one of them fucked me. Lucky was quite pre-occupied all that boi pussy he was not going to turn down because of me. Lucky told me to whore myself, see what kind of mischief I could get into, and how much money I could hustle from these horny bastards. I did sort of have a goal, prostitute my young ass, then buy some of the fine female pussy around the citadel that was for sale as well. I at the time was 5’11’ 165, very blonde and blue young and smooth. There was no shortage of men who wanted me. We were staying at the Royal Tulip hotel, City Centre in Tangier Lucky had rented a three-room suite. It was one of the finest hotels so the clientele was upper class. I would go to the coffee house, which was far more, and within 5 minutes I had men inviting me to have lunch or breakfast with them at their table or in their room. I had met two other boys, one from England and one from NY who gave me pointers on how to Sell my ass and for how much. They told me (and I cannot recall the exchange rate from USD to Dinar) but as a blonde tall blue-eyed chicken not to take less than $175 equivalent in Dinar. But I was told if I came off as the little bitch they wanted, up to $300 in $USD was not uncommon with another date requested. I realized now why boys from all over came to Tangier, it made hustling in San Francisco seem very cheap.

 

In my first week I’d been in bed with African men, very black, Arabs, Italians, Greek and who knows, many did not even speak English, they gave you the money got naked and demonstrated what they wanted. No shit! I’d been selling my ass for one-week and had made, $3,200 a quart of cum up my ass and in my stomach, so many different flavors of male semen. I was barely 17 and a total male whore, a cum slut. Many foreign men treat a boi like a female, lots of kissing and fondling. Guys with beards and mustaches were hard to get used to. I was learning a valuable lesson, often unpleasant. When you are a whore being paid, the customer needs to get the service he pays for. Even if that includes rimming his ass or taking a golden shower. Men fat, skinny, butt ugly even stinky, if you take their money be prepared to please them. Furthermore, no touchy feelie until you get the money, no matter how fancy a horny trick will burn you in a heartbeat and you got no recourse.

 

Lucky and I spent a month in Morrocco, I fucked or sucked more than 50 men from all over the world including a movie star. When we got back to the states, I was still in hear phase. Meaning always ready for sex, always horny. After you whore a few years that stage of sexuality wears off. It feels good but often you feel nothing at all all except, “Hurry up and cum, Jesus how long does it take for you to get off?” By the time I was 21 I had reached that point. No matter how fine, foxy, sexy a woman or how big the cock on a nasty man, it was just a means to an end.

 

In 1973 at the height of “Deep Throat, Devil in Miss Jones- Behind the Green Door” I went to the Valley to pursue a career in pornography. Exciting? About like watching paint dry. I worked bi-sexual gigs to break up the monotony of just one sex, sucking dick, eating pussy, anal male or female or me, just let’s get the shot to a take, and get a cup of coffee or smoke a fatty. I met most of the ones now dead or too old to fuck, every one of them was pretty burned out. Know what a fluffer is? Some dude or chick to to suck you and talk dirty to get you up for the next scene. Why? Because you can’t yourself get up long enough to get it on. If I had a $1000 for every time I saw a “porn-star” go limp dick in the middle of a fuck of a hot actress or dude, I’d have a quarter million dollars. Limp dicks are dead dicks, very often they will not come back to life, it often takes a few weeks before anything will get you hard again. In porn it is called the “Dead Dick Doldrums” Fucks up your reputation and jobs get real “hard” no pun intended, to cum by. My story by age 28. Thereafter, seven marriages, one 9-year bit in the joint for sex with a minor. Yes it has been a fucking bowl of ch

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