Sucked off my friend... didn't know how to feel about it
Just to preface, I didn't expect it to happen, and don't know how it got to that point, and this only happened last night. Also all of us are in our twenties.
Me and him (the friend) were staying at my place as I am currently moving and was looking after the house with him while my parents and siblings were at the new house.
We were drinking until midnight then decided to go to bed finally. Sharing a mattress on the floor as we did forget to keep the air mattress with us. At some point in time I remember us getting close to sleep though ended up somewhat cuddling.
He touched my boobs and I didn't push him away, and from there somehow it became him getting rougher (I like it rough, dont worry!) and I sucked him off twice and he came both times. Went to sleep straight after
I don't really feel guilty about it and we swore to keep it between ourselves but I have to say it somewhere. But I'm also torn because I don't really willingly do that with my partner. So yeah.
You have nothing to feel guilty about. It was a mutual thing that happened between two willing adults. Nobody needs to know about it as it was just in the heat of the moment.
Nothing wrong with whatever happens in the heat of the moment. It sounds like you both had a need that you helped the other fulfill. My SIL jerked me off and swallowed my cum while I fingered her pussy once. It was a one time thing that neither of us feel guilty about and we never bring it up. Just something that happened in the moment, unexpected
Heat of the moment. On a business trip one night a bunch of us got together in a coworkers room to watch a basketball game. By the end of the night, she and I were the only two left (it was her room). She ended up giving me head, then rode my cock. It was amazing sex, but after we both came, it was very awkward. Both of us are married. We kept it from our spouses and coworkers.