Swinging website meet

I'm 37 and have been married for 14 years. We have two children.
A friend at work introduced me to a swinging website a couple of years ago. I only used it to chat with men for a little excitement.
Recently I have been chatting with a man who has been pushing to meet me. I've had this before and never given in, but this man was insistent and had interesting messages.
I don't do much without my husband, so it would be suspicious for me to go out on an evening on my own, so that's always been my excuse not to meet.
This man told me to make the excuse to go to the shops for some milk, and he would meet me close by with some milk so we could have sex in the time I would have gone to the shops.
I didn't have an excuse so said yes. I was excited to meet him.
He had parked his car near a park that is very close to my home. He wasn't messing about and was waiting with the milk.
He already had the passenger seat fully reclined and he got straight to touching me every where and we had unprotected sex. Thankfully it was quiet as I was very worried that we'd be noticed.
He was a lot older than me, in his late 50s, but something about him just made me give in. He knew what he wanted and I found that exciting and flattering.
I do feel guilty. I don't want to be too risky but I do think about meeting him again.

By Anonymous May 13

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