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Strangest Dream
I had the strangest dream last night. It woke me up. A few years ago, my wife and I were at a restaurant and met an old co-worker of hers. It had been about five years since they worked together. I couldn't help but notice how strange she acted around him and how muted her responses were over the next couple weeks whenever I inquired about him. Her coldness only made me more curious. I kept pressing and she finally confessed that they had an affair when they worked together. It had lasted just short of three years and ended after he took another job.
I forgave her but it really messed with my mind. For a while, the image of her fucking him replayed constantly in my mind. Then after about a year, my focus went to him and strangely his body. She told me that he enjoyed her giving him head, which she did often, especially at work. I started imagining, not her, but me sucking his cock. Eventually I became really curious about what it would be like to actually give head, not with him but another man.
Curiosity, excused by jealousy, got the better of me and I hooked up with a guy online and gave him a blowjob. It was such a rush. So I did it again and then again. Over the next year and a half, I gave a lot of head. Most encounters were one time hookups, but a few were regulars. In total, I probably gave 75 blowjobs to around 20 different guys.
That all ended suddenly when I almost got caught. I was sucking a guy off in our living room when my wife came home. Fortunately, I heard the garage door opening and he scooted out the front door before she got in the house. I told her that it was just a salesman trying to get us to replace some windows. She bought it. But the experience convinced me to stop sucking cock. I still jack off thinking about it, but I have not indulged since. So much for the back story.
Anyway, I had the strangest dream last night. I was at a party and I remember looking around and realizing that I knew each and every one of the guys there.
The only men there were every guy that I had ever sucked. One guy that I remember being particularly aggressive when I was with him took me to a bedroom. I laid down on the bed and he pulled his cock out and I sucked him. It was probably only 10 seconds and he came. I swallowed. Before I could get out of bed, another guy took his spot. 10 seconds later and he shot his load in my mouth. I looked over and there was now a line. They were all the guys that I had been with. In my dream, I had finished off perhaps five or six of them with them all not lasting more than a few seconds before spewing their load in my mouth which I promptly swallowed. I began to wonder if I could swallow them all without getting sick. When I looked back at the line, I realized that I was now naked myself. The next guy was poking my face with his cock. So I turned my head and took him in my mouth. Then suddenly, I woke up. It was still dark outside. My wife was sleeping next to me. The interesting thin g was that it really felt like I could still taste the cum in my mouth. I would like to say it made me horny, but I was in shock.
The memory of that dream has been occupying my mind all day. I have jerked off five time, but it is still there.
My wife only agreed to be a hotwife if she was allowed her privacy and go solo, until she felt comfortable. After about 2 years she stopped going to motels for hookups and started to bring them home, of course I had to stay in my bedroom the whole time. Then after whining about when I'm going to get to watch she informed me that I'd have to suck his dick if I wanted to watch. Of course I wanted to watch and while I had little intrest in sucking cock I caved.
So, my wife has completed in making me a submissive beta. I suck cock, clean creampies, am caged and several been used like a woman by some of her lovers. I have to cook either supper or dinner and wait on them and all I can wear is a very small apron.
Made a post about this a while back, but I have a recurring dream where I’m stroking a man’s big cock while he tells me in great detail how he’s going to fuck my wife. It’s not a dream of him fucking my wife (I have those too); but it’s just him telling me about it while I jerk him off. I wake up hard as rock every time.
You are reliving a good time and also a little guilt from not letting your wife know. I go thru the same thing as I found out how much I like sucking a good cock and swallowing every load. I haven't told my wife because she has said many times that gay and bi men are a high turn off for her. I have also stopped sucking cock because she is more important to me than getting a hot load. I doesn't mean that I don't have the desire, just I know what I value more.