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Im 31 and ive been secretly gay since high school. I didnt look at it the same back then, i didnt think of myself as gay or bi then but i remember the first time showering in athletics and seeing everyones bodies and dicks. I would always get hard right toward the end of practice because i knew what was coming. Nothing excited me more than a fit male body, abs and a thick cock. I only ever experimented with 2 friends back then because being gay wasnt so popular at the time. I had a friend that would stay at my house, we would always watch porn together and jack off. Things progressed pretty quickly over time. We started trading handjobs, bjs and eventually full on penetration. Ill never forget the first time i put my hand around his cock. It was warm and rock hard. It was dark so i couldnt see his expression but i could hear his soft groans as i jerked him off. I would feel him tense up then feel his warm load all over my hand. Once it progressed into BJs i knew i was bi but we always played it off like it was just two friends helping each other out. I still remember the first time his cock entered my mouth, the taste and all. I remember it feeling so wrong but so right at the same time. Feeling his load shoot in my mouth was the best feeling ever. We went through a short period of doing anal but we never had proper lube. We used lotion or shampoo. It was a shame we didnt get to experiment with that more. He would spoon me and fuck me while watching porn on his PSP. He would tell me it felt like fucking a chick lol. I put it in his butt a few times but he always complained that it hurt so i never got off. I look back on those days and wish i had done more, i wonder if he ever thinks about what we did. Fast forward to now, im still closeted but i hook up frequently with guys i meet online. Ive done just about everything imaginable with a guy. As bad as it sounds my biggest turn on is flipping older married men. Blowing their mind, having them admit i do it better than their wives. All of this said, no one i know would ever guess i get pounded pretty much daily..
Apr 11
I was eleven when my first time happened with an adult male. It hurt.
I sort of knew that I liked guys in HS, but that was the 70's and it wasn't the smartest thing to be in hillbilly town I lived in. This guy that I knew well from playing soccer with him from elementary school. I guess we were 14 and he was staying at my house, and we were in bed, and I started to play with myself, he asked me what I was doing, and I said jacking off. He was confused because he was very innocent. When I showed him, I saw that he got an erection, so I reached over and got a hold of his cock and said this is what you do.
He was like putty in my hands after that.