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Used as a boy
When I was a boy, I met an older man who used me. He was in his 40s, I was 11.
He befriended me, showed me gay porn, and convinced me to try it with him. Classical grooming, but I didn't know better. It was way before internet.
He prepared my hole for days, then fucked me like a girl. On my back, him between my legs. A piston, in and out, thick and so warm. It felt strange but good.
I let it happen for months, even though I was ashamed.
As an adult, I regret not having reported him, but as a growing boy, I couldn't bear people knowing.
I was 10 when my brother groomed me, he was 16. This was in 1979. He started with me sucking his cock, a few months later he started fucking me. This went on for 2 years till he went to college. When he returned he acted like nothing ever happened. We have never spoken of it
I was thirteen and very chubby. He was in his mid twenties and lived in the same building. We'd occasionally "hang out" and eventually I visited his apartment.
He showed me a bunch of foreign language hardcore child pornography magazines that worked their magic on me and got me so aroused that even though I was painfully self conscious about my weight, I got completely naked with him and I bottomed for him that day.
It became a very, very secret relationship that centered around sex and child porn. I posed for him for Polaroids wearing a Zorro style mask. We worked together and successfully had one of my best friends join us. It was very nerve racking making sure we were not caught but as time went on we sort of became good at coming up with pretexts to be together.
I was almost fifteen when he didn't renew his lease and moved because of his job. My friend and I kept having sex with each other but only taking turns at each other's apartments only when our parents were not home. We both missed the porn magazines terribly. Eventually my friend and his family moved away.
I joined the Navy shortly after 9/11 and traveled.
I visit Southwest Asia often where I can connect to the age group that I enjoy.