This is my confession...
OK...so i am one of those women who because of my looks and body i am called names all the time. especially when i turn a guy away. I have been called a bitch, cunt... and more.
i will tell you what guys say to me. i am beautiful with a perfect body, great tits (36DD firm) and a muscular ass I am a gymnast. I am 30 years old and I have a master's degree.
what i want to confess is that i love sex however, with most guys it isn't very exciting. some can get me off but most cant. i have found a way to get off every time. what i found is very exciting to me is to give myself to random guys.
not the good-looking ones with lots of money but pity fucks. it started one night when i needed sex. i put on a pair of sweat shorts and a t shirt and went for a walk.
part of me was excited that i might be raped. as i walked in the danger i grew more excited. it felt like i was the only person awake in the town. i came across a homeless guy walking ahead of me. i followed him off the main road and into a wooded area. he had a camp set up not to far from a warehouse.
the lighting was good enough that i could see the path and him. he stopped suddenly about 20 feet in front of me and turned to look at me. neither of us said anything. i moved to a grassy area and faced him again. after a long minute i took off my clothes and laid them on the ground. i sat on then and took off my sneakers and socks.
i laid back on my clothes and spread my legs and waited. i was lit pretty well from the light. he was in his 50s i think, had a beer belly, long hair and a beard. it also looked like he hadn't bathed in quite some time.
he walked to me and stood between my feet. he took me in for a good long time before he took off his clothes. he had a good-sized hard cock. he knelt between my legs and touched my pussy. i thought i was going to cum right then,
he leaned forward and kneaded my tits. leaning forward a little more i felt his cock make contact with my wetness. he laid on me and pushed his cock inside me. he smelled horrible and began fucking my clean shaved pussy . he wasnt fucking me more than a few minutes when i orgasmed harder than i had in quiet some time.
he fucked me until i came again then he came deep in my pussy. when he was done he stood and reached out a hand to help me up. i took it and when i stood he forced me to my knees and taking me by the back of my head pushed his sticky cock in my mouth.
the only words he spoke to me is 'clean my cock with your pretty little mouth and make me cum again. you play with your pussy and make yourself cum again too' it didnt take lone for me to cum again. i was being treated like a sex toy and i was loving it. his cock tasted nasty but that just turned me on more. i sucked on his cock and licked under his balls. i tuck my tongue in his pee hole and caught his cum as he squirted. i swallowed it all.
i stood and started to dress and he just stared as if to say 'well?' i finished dressing and thanked him for fucking me. he turned and walked to his shelter and i headed home.
since then, i pity fucked a lot of guys. i know i took the virginity of at least a dozen young guys, they were very grateful. one of them told me that i have ruined his life because he will never fuck a woman as beautiful as me ever again.
because he was so sweet i met with him a few times and taught him about sex. he was very good at eating my pussy. i also let him fuck my ass, i rimmed him and he me. he turned out to be a good lover.
i have fucked a few older overweight men. and one guy who was just mean. he had a foul mouth on him. he worked in a garage. i walked in one night and he asked me what the fuck i wanted, that caught me by surprise.
he went on a 15 minute rant about how useless women that looked like me are. i said nothing. when he stopped ranting he said 'so what do you want?' i was standing in the garage door with my back to an empty street . i took off my clothes while he watched, walked up to him and asked him to fuck me. i told him that he could use me anyway he wanted.
without a word he spun me around and bent me over the car he was fixing and fucked me. he had a good sized cock. he fucked my pussy for a while and of course i came hard, then he pulled out and fucked my ass. he played with me for the better part of an hour, sucking on my tits and fucking me with tools and a flashlight.
he had me get on my knees and bent me over a box. he tied my hands so i couldn't get up. that made me cum. then he walked off leaving me exposed like that t0o anyone who passed in the street. i was very excited. i could feel my juices running down my thighs.
when he returned he had a big dog with him. he said he was a mutt. the man returned to his work and the dog sniffed my pussy and my ass. when he had enough of licking me he mounted me.
he was poking me a lot but kept missing his target. he finally made contact and filled my pussy with his cock. i could feel it swelling inside me. I managed an 'Oh My God!' the man said 'your a bitch so you should be fucked like one.'
im embarrassed to say that the dog made me orgasm before he came in me. when he pulled out the man set me free. i went home and masturbated ti the thoughts of the evening.
I even fucked an on duty cop. he fucked me in the ass with something he called a mace.
I havent done anything for about 3 weeks but i want to start again. i stopped taking my birth control. now i just want to find a place wher ei can be raped
I can relate to this. I'm very good looking I am able to pull good looking guys. But ya so what right!? I like giving it to guys that would think they might not have a chance. It's not that specific, but ya, I will fuck and or suck whoever.
My boyfriend asked me how I pick or choose. I thought about it and came up with this: it's circumstantial and it's about timing. And example would be if I was at a bar and you just so happen to be talking to me when it's time to go then I'll ask if he has somewhere to take me. Even though the hottest guy in the bar that night as been checking me out and talking to me and bought me a drink, that's not how it works for me. Or... if you hit me up on social media and it's been friendly enough but you're married and you know I have a boyfriend but you still eventually steer the conversation, then yes, I will fuck you. Or... if I'm out in nature. At the river or hiking or at the beach and you start a conversation, I know what you want and I'll give it to you.
If you see me somewhere in public and it's secluded enough for you to flash me your dick, I would be happy to suck it.
I've been slut shamed for only having sex with married men. I'm not looking for a relationship, just casual sex. Single guys have drama and want a relationship.
75 percent of the guys I regularly see outside of my relationship are married or have a serious girlfriend. He wants to fuck, I want to fuck, I don't want to fuck up your relationship, I'm a safe bet. And since we value discretion guys that are taken aren't ones who blab