Hooked up with my co-worker’s racist mom

Just looking to vent and figure out what my options are honestly. I recently hooked up with the mom of my coworker after a party at their house, and I’m feeling super guilty over it.

So tbh I’ve always found this woman to be incredibly sexy, as she has everything about an older woman that peaks my interest. She’s fit, she’s tattooed, she’s confident, speaks her mind and doesn’t take any shit from anyone, but there are serious character issues.

For one, she’s pretty much a racist. She thinks everything is a government conspiracy and hates immigrants, often ranting about it to myself and other people we work with. Her daughter is a friend of mine and coworker, and is the polar opposite. I am polar opposite too, but despite these shitty aspects of her, something happened.

We’ve always flirted around each other, and I think she’s always liked my own confident attitude and how I also speak my mind on things (even though I despise her views, which she doesn’t know). I think she likes the fact that even though I’m younger (my mid-20’s) I’m not as immature as most of the people we work with and deal with, and I go out of my way to be respectful and honest with everyone.

Things came to a head at a recent party, when most everyone had left for the night, and I was helping clean up. We were both a bit drunk, so the flirting was turned up quite a lot. We got into sort of a funny, joke argument about something, and she started playfully acting like she was going to hit me if I didn’t agree with her. She playfully grabbed me by the hair, which instantly turned me on. She noticed my expression change, and whispered something to the effect of “oh yeah? You like that?” Before leaning in and kissing me.

It felt incredible and I nearly fell into her kissing her back. We wrapped each other in our arms and were making out like crazy. Her tongue and her lips felt and tasted incredible, and I totally lost control. I licked and kissed the tattoos on her neck and shoulders and told her “I want you so fucking bad”. She smiled and whispered “I can tell”.

Her daughter (my coworker) btw was passed out upstairs (her bedroom), and so her mom and I quietly snuck to the basement living room. On the couch I watched her take her clothes off, showing me her incredible full body for the first time. In her late 50’s and sexier than any 20 year old you’ll ever see.

I knew in my mind this was a batshit crazy thing to do, and that if anyone found out I’d never live it down. Especially with everyone knowing the kind of shit she believes. Still I wound up like a little simp. She unzipped me, pulled out my dick, which was harder than it had ever been, and smiled again, before enveloping me in her mouth, then eventually lowering herself onto me. She held me by the throat while she rode me, then ran her hands through my hair and grabbed a fistful.

She had to slow down multiple times to keep me from cumming, but eventually she had me lie back, and she climbed on me. She rode me again this time digging her fingers into my chest, my neck and my back. She kept whispering that she wanted me to remember this when I look in the mirror and see the marks. I just closed my eyes and moaned while she scratched up and down my back, and across my neck and my chest. I could feel her leaving marks all over me, but I didn’t care. She then gently choked me, and stiffly held my hair while we fucked.

She was in total and complete control, and I’ve genuinely never been this submissive for anyone in my life, but I couldn’t help it. It felt so fucking good that I just completely gave in to it. She told me she wanted me to cum for her now, and started riding faster and rougher. I asked if I should be pulling out first, and she actually whispered “Fuck no, you’re mine tonight. Now cum for me.” It was overwhelming honestly…and about 5 seconds later I absolutely exploded. She grinded on me and wrapped her arms around my body. We grinded into each other while I just pumped god knows how much cum inside of her. It actually kind of hurt from how powerful the orgasm felt.

She kissed me gently, twirling her tongue around in my mouth. I just closed my eyes and sucked on her lips and kissed her like I was a fucking infant desperate to be fed. She chuckled and said “guess we can assume you’ve been wanting this for a long time huh?”

I laughed and said “more than anything honestly”.

Once it set in that our noise hadn’t drawn any attention, we just laid wrapped in each other making out for like half an hour, before she said “as much as I hate to kill the mood, we should probably call it a night before somebody wakes up”.

We got dressed, I helped clean up a bit more from the party, and then left, my dick more sore and worn out than ever before.

So like I said, as much as it felt good, this woman is legit a racist, a xenophobe, doesn’t believe in science, and just not a very good person overall. We haven’t seen each other since that party that night, but I have no clue how to approach things going forward. I have no idea if she intends for this to happen again, or if it was a one time deal, or if I could even live with myself if this turned into a full blown affair or something.

I won’t lie and act like I don’t want her badly, because if push came to shove, I feel like she has the ability to destroy any sense of morality or principle I might want to resort too. The guilt is very real, but I don’t think I’d be able to say no to this woman.

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