Female orgasms during forced sex

I've been working through ptsd with therapy and I've learned a lot and thought I should share some things. I was gang raped and my rape response after that was to be promiscuous. I was putting myself out there to be fucked and I always got it. A majority of the time right before it happened I all of a sudden didn't want to be there. I didn't know how to say no or how to stop it. I was going to be raped. Once I started to be fucked it took me a few moments and eventually I could start to enjoy it. For years it went on like that. I didn't exactly want to be doing it but I couldn't stop. It was constant. I was always cheating. It was strangers mostly too. So to answer your questions yes we need cock and yes we cum on strange cock even if it's forced at first.

When I travel without my wife I go on dating sites looking for girls to fuck. It usually takes more than one meeting to fuck so I also meet up with escorts as you know you're going to get to fuck someone within a few minutes of connecting. but I still try for free pussy when I travel as well. I have met my share of married women and single girls on dating sites that will fuck the first night we are together. I will admit the married women are really into it more so than most single girls.

So if anyone could help me out here, where is a great place to meet women to fuck on the first meeting? I am older, upper 60s now but in great shape, look much younger than most in their young 60s. And if you got with me, rest assured I love to lick pussy to have you cum multiple times before my cock gets in your pussy.

Advice on where to to meet women that love to fuck on the first date?

I work at an assisted living. There is a resident there named Rusty. Rusty is 75 years old and tries to fuck every woman there. He is bald, a little fat, and a huge dick. He trapped me in his room one day and ate my pussy. I will admit he know what he is doing. He made me cum multiple times. One day this 18 year old girl started. Her name was Arline. She was a skinny little mexican girl. Rusty talked to her and got to know her of course. Arline knew about Rusty so she did try to keep her distance. One day Rusty became violent and started hitting people. He found a knife and held it up. He demanded to see Arline. She went to him and he grabbed her arm and said your coming with me. We all knew he was going to fuck her. Arline looked back at me as Rusty led her to his room. With the look on her face she knew he was going to fuck the shit out of her pussy. A few minutes later we heard her moaning. The moaning got louder and louder and we heard the bed creaking as he pounded her. We heard her screaming "oh god its so big" "oh fuck you like that teen pussy dont you" Finally we heard her moan "aaaaaaahhhhhh im cumming aaaaaaa". Everything stopped Arline came out of room wearing just her bra and panties. She had a huge smile on her face as rusty made her cum.

Yes it's true there's something exciting about getting fucked by a strange man that makes me have multiple orgams with them and it more exciting when my husband is watching wishing he could do that for.

My girlfriend and I had been going to adult theaters so she had turned bi and loved licking pussy.

We also were meeting couples in swinger clubs or hotels.

One couple we met at their home turned in to the guy fucking my girlfriend very hard. I mean really pounding her to several orgasms.

He was behind her and pulling her hair and fucking her like he never had fucked before.

She cums a lot and loves getting it from behind anyway and loves her hair being pulled, but this guy was as close to a rape as it could be.

Then his wife got in front of my girlfriend so she could eat her pussy while her husband pounded her wet cunt.

Between the two of them she came more times than anyone could count and she had cum dripping out of her cunt after he came in her.

After she said she came more than she had ever before.

The first time my husband and I went to a swinger's party, we agreed to a 'soft swap' with two other couples. While my husband was being ridden, I was getting pounded into the mattress by my partner. After a few minutes, I had an embarrassing climax while my husband watched.
I felt bad afterward because I didn't climax with my husband until after we'd had sex a few times. Like a few months into our relationship.

My wife orgasmed many times during her rape
She even rode his cock

So she got on top of him and rode him? did he tell her to or did dhe just do it?