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Im a guy, 19 y.o. Since I was a minor, I have been attracted to men twice my age. They attract me in every way: romantic, sexual, platonic. I want to be loved and used for pleasure by them, even against my will (I know this is not normal at all). It gives me pleasure to feel weak and defenseless next to them. Since I was about 15 I have been visiting nsfw chat roulettes with older men to satisfy myself. The fact that they knew my age made me even more horny. I know it's very wrong, but I can't help myself.
I would like to understand myself. Why I was always attracted to older men and why I liked the fact that they knew I was underage?
When I was in high school in college, I used to have sex with my Barber so I could get free haircuts. Everybody used to laugh at me because I went to him cause they all knew he was gay, but he a free haircut and sex can’t be beat.
I was the same way when I was young. I'm 36 now but I was always really into older men when I was a kid and started chatting with them when I was 13 and even hooked up with a few. And it turned me on alot that they liked that I was underage. Now that I'm older, I'm still attracted to men that like younger but I'm also attracted to younger myself, too.