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I thought letting her go on this trip would be easier
Eighteen years ago, a friend and I tried to start a home-based computer business in my basement. It failed after a year and a half. It was an interesting time as my wife had a secret polyamorous relationship with him. My wife privately confessed to enjoying having two husbands. There were even times that I would wake up alone in the morning as she had spent the night at his place. It was strange that it didn’t bother me that she was having a sexual and romantic relationship with him, and I was never worried about her leaving me. It just made me happy to see her having fun. He eventually met someone else, got married and for the longest time we lost touch with him.
Three weeks ago, he contacted us. He and his wife had separated. She had left him for someone else. The reason he contacted us was that he had booked a Caribbean cruise for him and his wife that departed in just over two weeks. His wife is obviously not going, and he wanted to know if my wife would be willing to accompany him on the trip in her place. Before I could respond and with him still on the phone, she quickly explained that January was a slow time at her work, and it would be easy for her to get the time off. She proudly stated that she also already has a valid passport. I was hesitant and said that we would call him back.
After hanging up, I offered a few objections, but she had a simple answer for each one. She said that she could even explain her absence to friends and family by saying that she was away at some training. Naively, I asked her if they would be having sex. She said ‘of course’. Seeing her excitement, it was obvious that she wanted to go, and I felt powerless to say no. She quickly called him back and accepted.
They are on the ship now. Even though we agreed that she didn’t need to contact me. She called me from one port of call just to see if I was doing ok since I had shown some hesitation about letting her go. I reassured her that I was emotionally fine. She said that she was having a wonderful time. They were telling everyone that they were on their honeymoon. They had even purchased a couple matching rings to make it look real. And of course they were having lots of sex. The call was brief, but I was glad to hear her voice and hear her say that she loved me.
What I didn’t tell her was that I am having trouble sleeping. I can’t go to sleep not knowing if they were having sex right at that moment. I can’t really say it is jealousy, its just that the image of the two of them fucking keeps constantly running through my head as I lay in bed. I jack off and then manage to sleep for an hour or two, but then I wake up again and repeat the same sequence over again. I just wish I knew when they were finished for the night. Usually by two or three, I can finally get some sleep as I assume that they are asleep as well. But I am back awake again at the crack of dawn with my dick in my hand trying to calm myself. I have never jacked off so much in my entire life. My only relief is at work when I can manage to take my mind off of her. It’s three more nights before she gets home. I thought letting her go on this trip would be easier.
My wife had a boyfriend for many years and she would stay with him for a couple of days then with me for a couple of days she was in love with both of us. She said that it's just like having two husband's. Near the end of their relationship he wanted to take her on vacation to Jamaica I didn't think that it would bother me if she went with him and they were gone for 3 weeks and I couldn't get her off my mind and I masturbated all the time thinking about her and what they were doing together. He ended the relationship with her a month or so after they got back to Jamaica turns out that she had fucked a couple of black jamaican guys when they were there and it really bothered him so much that he didn't want to be with her anymore. She never had what you could call a steady boyfriend again she would go out and have fun with someone else and get laid but she always came back home to me afterwards.
The thought of my wife having sex with another man has become an obsession with me! Whenever I fantasize about it while stroking, I cum within minutes!. But yeah, I get where you’re coming from, I’m not sure how I’d feel about her going on a trip with the guy. Don’t beat yourself up, she’ll be home soon and everything will be fine!