I'm probably a bad person

I'm 65 and have been able to semi-retire. I changed careers and have started a small business that I plan to operate until I drop. It is a labor of love. I'm not trying to make a killing, but just enough annually to add to what I already receive in Social Security and my retirement from working at an insurance company for 32 years.

I needed help to get my footprint out there, so I hired a guy (Nathan) to make me a website for my new business. Nathan is 29 and really smart about design. He's come over a few times to show me some options, and I'm thankful for his help.

Let me back up a bit. I've been married 28 years to my husband. He's a sweetie and I can't imagine life without him. I'm really happy with him, but our sex life went in the shitter many years ago. He still cleans his pipes by masturbating, but he actually has orgasms when he isn't even hard. He can't get hard enough anymore for real penetration with me. I've been living on a deserted island sexually.

My husband still works full time at the office. I've been at home, and sometimes Nathan comes over to show me the website before we go live with it. There is a chemistry between us for sure, even though he is half my age. He's married and has kids, but he has a nice vibe to him. I make him lunch and coffee when he visits.

He made a comment that I looked good for my age, and I was flattered, especially because he's handsome. I have my wrinkles and saggy boobs, but I'm fit and my pussy is tight. We flirted for a while and then made a mutual move. I had sex with him and it was so fucking awesome that I can't begin to describe it. I hadn't been that thoroughly fucked to completion in decades. My husband just can't do the job anymore, so Nathan was a thrill.

Nathan and I have been fucking every time we meet up at this point. My husband doesn't know. Nathan's wife doesn't know. I feel like trash to let my sexual instincts get the better of me, but at the same time I'm human and fucking feels so good. Just because I'm old doesn't mean I should be missing out. I'm getting what I need and crave, and it is embarrassing to keep this from my husband, who would be hurt if he knew.

I feel like I'm alone in this dynamic, but I just want to vent and share. No one should ever be longing for sex, and Nathan is my outlet. I'm a human being with desires and feelings, as inappropriate as they may be in my relationship to my husband. I'm not trying to hurt anyone. I just want to fuck. I feel like I should apologize, but I won't. I'm a human being.

Peace to all.

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