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Hormone surge during perimenopause
Perimenopause was doing weird things to my libido. Most of the time I wanted nothing to do with sex. However, once in a while I would feel like a teenage boy and just want to get fucked. I didn't care who or where, I just wanted a dick inside me. Last Monday, I had taken the day off work. My husband asked me to drop off some paperwork at our broker's office in downtown Indianapolis. It was about an hour drive from our house. I don't know what triggered it, but on the drive my hormones were in overdrive. On my way home, I stopped to get some gas at a station on the near east side. There was a black man at the pump opposite mine and he made a pass at me. He asked if I would go to lunch with him. I don't know what I was thinking but I said sure. I followed him and we went to this little diner not too far away. He was charming and very complimentary of me. All I could think was that I had never been with a black man before and that this would be a perfect opportunity. The thought of interracial sex only intensified my desire to get fucked. I remember thinking that I would not make the move, but if he asks I will not refuse. Well he asked. We went back to his apartment and I fucked him. After my hormones were satiated, I immediately felt like shit. I went home and cried. Here it is Saturday, I'm horny as hell and I wish that I had his phone number.
Nov 17
Completely uninvited, an older black man gave me a note with his phone number as I walking to my car in a parking lot. We had not even talked to each other. When I asked him why. He said that I might want to call him someday. At the time i thought that was so crazy and that there was no way in hell I ever would. That was six months ago. Now I will go so far as to type the number in my phone while I masturbate. I haven't pressed the send button yet. Why is the thought of interracial sex with him so enticing? I feel that it is just a matter of time before I surrender to the desire.
I'd say don't feel bad, your just doing what you need to enjoy and embrace your sexual adventures with other men. Would you be intrested in getting to know each other and see what happens?