Lost contact with my first

I was married about 30 years and had never been unfaithful. then, I wondered, what is it like to have sex with a woman not my wife. I put an ad on a dating site, said my relationship was complicated. Sent several messages to girls, got a few replies but never a meet, until...A gal said you sound like a great guy, let's meet. We met for lunch (we both worked), ordered food, both very nervous, Then about 20 minutes in she says, ok, let's do this. I could barely eat my sandwich, I think I only ate half, she likewise was nervous. We exchanged email and phone numbers and said we'd try to find a time. It took about a week or two and we met before work a few miles out of town at a park early in the morning. We walked a ways, found a secluded spot, started kissing and the clothes came off. She gave me a BJ, I went down on her licking her pussy. We fucked, had a wonderful time and over the next 10 years saw each other a few times a year. The sex was incredible. Including one night, my wife was out of town, I had not seen her in a year since she had gotten married and I texted her how is it going. The response was pretty quick, meet me tonight when I get off work at 1130pm. We met at a pub, ordered a beer, she said she had sex a few times after getting married then nothing. I touched her hand, we looked at each other, took a drink of our half full beers, leaving the rest, put a bunch of cash on the table and walked out. She followed me to my house, parked both cars in the garage, a trail of clothes littered the floor from the garage to the bedroom. We took a shower, fucked, talked, fucked, took a shower, fucked, talked, and she left. Over the few years we saw each other maybe 5 or 10 times max. About a year later my wife found out and all contact was lost. Now my cheating didn't stop, just cheating with this girl. I met lots and lots of girls when I travel without my wife. And I've hooked up with a few girls locally.. But that first girl? Lost. Until now.

I looked her up, saw an email and phone number. Tried the email and it is no good. The phone number is the same as I remember the last 4 digits. It's been about 6 years since I've seen her. She probably thinks I ghosted her with no final contact. I am going to text her and see how she is and see if we can connect. Of all the girls I've fucked, she remains one of my favorites. Not just the fucking, that was fantastic, it was laying there naked after fucking talking, then my dick gets hard and we fuck a second time. I think every time we met there were 2 fucks, sometimes 3.

I'd love to hear from girls what they think. if you heard from a guy were this happened to you, what would you want to hear?

I'm cheating, I know, get over it. It's sex and it is really fun. And my wife was never into it that much, way less now as the years have gone by.

I'd love any advice on how to get her back in my life.

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