Caucasian Female & Degraded By Black Male Submission, Phenomenon

I am a age 53 White female. I am going to share my story of my 35 years of sexual association with Black men. Whether you're a racist or a black cum eating cuckold. Should you women be black cock curious or a Queen of Spades or just love the BBC for yourself or as part of a hot wife / cuckold relationship. And Particularly to women It also applies to men, degrees of black man personal involvement or intense submissive interracial submissive, master/slave in subjugation by alpha African-American males.

Rice creed or color Are irrelevant. People love who they love They're attracted to whom they are attracted. Like it or lump it.
Now I am talking specifically about what I believe are psychosexual deviant, Abnormal attractions Caucasians To those of African descent. It can be heterosexual or homosexual.

I once wondered If I owe Africans Some form of Reparations due to what, Particularly Caucasian ancestors Had done to them and treated them. As you know, that is now , A "Thing"

I wondered if, It was because of my father and mother And they're racist bigoted prejudice Hateful attitudes Towards black people. If it was because I was warned And cautioned and threatened. That I was told Forbidden It was a taboo thing, A horrible disgraceful thing To have sex with a black man.

I knew that most of my peers and of course my family Would look down on me ostracize me and reject me If I were with a black man It was just something that was done.

Does stolen watermelon or chickens always taste better? Is forbidden fruit always sweeter? I'm not sure about those questions. I am sure of this; I began taking an interest in being attracted to boys Around the age of 12. By the time I was in high school I was attracted And found many of the Caucasian boys Very attractive And very desirable. I'd of let them fuck me, I did, some More persuasive than others in getting in my pants.

However, as my puberty was progressing for perhaps all my racial hatred indoctrination, if not totally, It damn sure played a large subconscious part.

In my day, and way, way before 1984 girls in whispers and sleep.over conversations talked about the rumors. Black cocks are so big. They feel so good when that big. Black men really know how to fuck, know how to make you cum and cum. Then the controversy, Black ninja And then black men don't eat pussy. ( I assure you most of them do) Then silly girls, " Would you ever fuck a black dude?" Then, depending on the company you're with, No never! Or I'd try it but secretly, so nobody would know. The young girl speculations on sex and fucking who?
Would you ever marry one, have his baby? "( Oh God No! My family would hate me a
nd reject me forever)"

All of the Above before I Graduated from high school!

Was I an odd-ball? Because I was, secretly very attracted to not Anything about a black guy in particular, I just wanted them to fuck me, I wanted to please them, I lusted for black men to fuck me. I Masturbated, to thoughts of black cock, to multipke cocks gang-banging me. I began wanting to suck them, swallow, take them in.my ass. Let them cum inside me, get pregnant. I told my best friend. Donna said, "Sounds like you want to be slutted out as a whore by a Black Pimp" Donna made a great observation, That's exactly what I was describing And I never even thought of it that way. But my logic prevailed, I wanted to serve, not go out and do WTF? with who the hell knows?

I had fantasized, masturbated to fucking and being used by Black men for over 6 years, Time I got real about this shit.

So, I went to a disco and threw myself at a black dude, 38, 17 years older than me. Believe it or not..yes he fucked me like a useless white whore, he ordered me to eat his ass, he fucked my ass, it hurt awful it was horrible, he spit in.my mouth, for hours he abused me, I let him, I felt if it pleased him, I was a good girl. In the end, he dragged me to the bathroom and made me hold my mouth open as he pissed. He let me spit, that was nice..!ol!.. Afterwards, he took me to breakfast and told me, " Baby you got no self- esteem, no worth, I degraded you Because you left me, So baby what does that say about you?" Imagine, my abuser gave me a truth I had really never considered before. The fucked thing was, I liked it, I haspd too many Orgasms to count. I also felt really proud That I was finally serving a black man. Boys and girls I was definitely one fucked up mess, and I wanted more, I wanted it to get more bizarre. What I had done with this man Would make a porn star blush. They get paid, I almost believe I would have paid him.

Other than what I've revealed to you so far, I have no idea The origin of this madness, What on earth can cause a person to Go into self degradation? I was pretty sure I didn't hate myself, It was also pretty clear I didn't love myself either. I did know, I wanted more. I also want to be married Maybe have children. In that bargain, I want a man who could offer me security and support. What I really wanted Was A cuckold, A man who would allow and encourage me for self My desires. I had read about cuckolds And that made me know This is a kind of guy I needed. A true cuckold would truly appreciate That I was a queen of spades Black cocks slut.

It was suggested I start going to swingers clubs, Single women get free admission. This is where I found Larry, he was a Frustrated cuckold In search of a real hot wife. Now my family and friends will be proud of me Seeing that I was married and wanting to settle down.

Barry got so turned on How I liked black men to use me and abuse me, Larry encouraged me To find A group of bulls And let them own me, He said he would be delighted to share me. Call Larry He was as fucked up as I, At least. Black cock lovers of a feather. That was definitely bisexual, He loved 3 Sims My lovers could use him. He was male And his self esteem was as much in the gutter as mine. This affliction is no respect Of Gender.

Larry and I were more fucked up than you can know. Mary loved it when I got pregnant Black baby. He loved watching my belly swell Getting laid By my other bulls while I was with child. We both like this And then sadly and disgustingly, I would always get late term abortions. That didn't stop me from getting pregnant again though.

During the hay day of Craigslist Advertise for black men White slave girl. On 2 occasions I was beaten, Out of commission for each time Once per month. Larry and I both Please the BBC to beat me That was the important thing. It really doesn't get much More depraved And sicker.

Black moon Pretend to know each other Got from with Larry and I. Sometimes 4 or 5 would show up at the house All of the music me for peace of ass, I was just a cum dump. Mary had me with queen of spades tattoos on my breast my leg On my ass and above my vagina. What's 1 above my pussy saying, Black cock only with an arrow. Just to think I could have made a fortune, And I went into the pornography business.

At the age of 49 I finally went crazy, I was addicted to meth And smoked crack. So my recovery began, I did Detox. And a lot of therapy on my Will call it nymphomaniac. And I will tell you this Especially you ladies. When you go out A hot wife And allow black men to use you for your husband's pleasure, And maybe you just do it to get off. And you men Obsessed with sucking black cock Taking it up the ass, And with both of you it's all about the black cock obsession. May I suggest you get some therapy Find out what your obsession is Black men As your master and being their slave And being being used in abuse sexually. You people got to know this ain't normal. It took me 28 years to figure that out.

Related Posts

More Related Posts