I Manipulated Vulnerable Women for Years. My Sex Addiction Backfi

Okay, I was a cuckold with a lukewarm hot wife. I craved what I could maybe if lucky talk, coax her into twice a month, not every month. I was a purest, I desired her get BBC and I cleaned. BBC rarely. Comes divorce. 2nd wife exciting to shit talk during sex however, when she discovered my past marriage realities and I was serious about being a slut she filed for divorce stating I needed God & therapy.

I dated no takers until Linda who would do it, best red hot verbal anything goes fantasy partner ever. Bummer! She'd fuck around and tell me a week later. Details then sketchy, no creampie. Too frustrating. Comes Sue, Very sexy Jersey girl, She'd fuck The werewolf for good pot. Bitch like Linda unreliable, she would fuck around get stoned and disappear, Come back 2 days later all excited, No cream pie Telling me what she did. I was a fucking whore by proxy, I was seeking a good reliable hopefully black cock slut, or even white to fuck then cum home while the pie was fresh. Next wife, Ophelia, she would and did. Soon became rogue and independent. She'd be gone for a week fucking a guy grateful for the pussy guy, and be too burned out to get into my needs, a week burned her out. Half ass story, no lingering creampie upon which I could feast.

I don't know whether you guys know this or not, but hooking up with a cum slut whore, who Participate in cuckolding you, as your live in woman ain't that fucking easy to latch on to and live with you and go fuck at your request. Finding such a woman Cultivating relationship And then getting her to do it when you want her to, Takes time If it's ever gonna happen at all. The only instant hot wives Are the ones you pay big money for.

I was mighty horny and awful frustrated. I could no longer look at women in the traditional sense. I wanted a slut, bitch go out fuck other men, Bring him home, just fuck Get me the cream pie. Act like a slut Let me dress you like a slut for your date.

Advertised Take me to swingers clubs So I could look for such a woman. Maybe I was trying too hard, No luck!

I was no stranger to X rated theaters I'd certainly taken every slut to them so they could hopefully diminish what few morals remained. Just another venue a target rich one of stranger's dicks to suck or fuck in among sleazy men. Glory holes, all the usual places the Machiavellian, narcissistic, manipulative sex addicted cuckold persuade his wife to go and degrade herself. Who is kidding who? That's exactly what men do to use women with very little to no respect or self esteem. Come on, really? Wife fucks 2-3 black strangers because it does what again? How many well adjusted women do this? If like my former wives, once or twice a mont

I knew the sad fucking truth. One, I was older, two, the older you become it becomes far more difficult to date seriously mentally fucked up bitches. Why? Unpaid slut low grade fucking whores are young not having wised up yet. The older ones? Hard to find as normally 40+ women won't Impetuously fuck some stranger at 11 pm. and let him cum in her pussy. 19-34 year old bitches that do are rare. ( you either get it or you don't) for many reasons.

I found myself in 24 hr. X rated scuz flicks getting head then soon, giving it. Why not, my wives and slut g/f's did it. Any old way to relive the thrill, feed my addiction vicariously if need be. About that time, I discovered Craigslist Personals. If I couldn't find a female slut for sex. I'd just be my own slut. I began advertising for horny men BBC a plus to come get head whenever I was horny CL was 24/7. I'd eaten cum from creampie, so what? Let men cum in my mouth, cum is cum.

Whose to say what is sexually abnormal? It boils down to if it offends you. I was offended, my wives fucking a 45 year old black long haul trucker in his sleeper. The "turn on" outweighed the shame, blow that off later lying to myself. Fuck what she thought! She took his cock and load for my pleasure, if she got some, fine.

I knew the sad fucking truth. One, I was older, two, the older you become it becomes far more difficult to date seriously mentally fucked up bitches. Why? Unpaid slut low grade fucking whores are young not having wised up yet. The older ones? Hard to find as normally 40+ women won't Impetuously fuck some stranger at 11 pm. and let him cum in her pussy. 19-34 year old bitches that do are rare. ( you either get it or you don't) for many reasons.

I found myself in 24 hr. X rated scuz flicks getting head then soon, giving it. Why not, my wives and slut g/f's did it. Any old way to relive the thrill, feed my addiction vicariously if need be. About that time, I discovered Craigslist Personals. If I couldn't find a female slut for sex. I'd just be my own slut. I began advertising for horny men BBC a plus to come get head whenever I was horny CL was 24/7. I'd eaten cum from creampie, so what? Let men cum in my mouth, cum is cum.

Whose to say what is sexually abnormal? It boils down to if it offends you. I was offended, my wives fucking a 45 year old black long haul trucker in his sleeper. The "turn on" outweighed the shame, blow that off later lying to myself. Fuck what she thought! She took his cock and load for my pleasure, if she got some pleasure great make her wanna do it again.

So for until Craigslist shut in 2017 I slutted myself sucked swallowed a 1,000 cocks, took.it in the ass, becam a sub. Crossdressed lots of dick dressed like a chick. Let black men do anything, including piss in my mouth and ass.

What began as vicarious voyeurism using women back fired my sluts.....who was really the slut?

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