First gay experience ruined
Just a little background, im 30 M, always been straight but curious about guys. Recently started watching gay porn and exploring my ass a little with toys. I finally built up the courage to finally see what gay sex is all about. I had to be discreet so i just wanted to have a quick hook up. I decided to just hire a male escort, crazy i know. Only $150 and an hour drive, so i figured why not. The advantage to using an escort was i got to pick exactly what i was looking for. I met him at a hotel and i was surprised he actually looked better in person than his pics. I was instantly shy and nervous which i didnt expect. He didnt waste any time, he immediately took his shirt off and pulled me into the bed and started kissing me. I sorta blacked out at this moment lmao i thought i was gonna faint. It felt so wrong but so great to finally kiss a guy. I was instantly rock hard. We both stripped down and his massive dick caught my attention, like damn! He reached down and grabbed my dick and commented on how hard i was, we kissed a bit more then he laid back and kinda motioned for me to give him head. I went right down and put it in my mouth, he was semi hard. My heart was literally racing so fast. I start sucking his dick and at first i didnt like the taste but the longer i went and the more i thought about it i was like damn, this is fuckin really hot, here i am butt naked sucking a massive dick lol. I sucked him for maybe 5 minutes, my jaw was aching. He then had me lay on my back, he started giving me head, best head ive ever had. Then he went down and started rimming my ass and wow, that was incredible. He asks if im ready to get fucked, i told him i was down to try. He lubed up and started trying to work his way inside me, i was too nervous to tell him to put a condom on. It took a good 10 minutes to work his way inside me, it honestly hurt pretty bad going in but every time he pulled back out it felt amazing. I powered through the pain of like 10 thrusts and had to tell him to stop. We went back to trading head but now his dick smelt like booty so i went limp lol. Neither of us ended up getting off. It got kinda awkward and i ended up leaving. Looking back at it im so frustrated. I shouldve just kept sucking him. He was so hot, the whole situation was just hot. I guess i need to give it another try.
So I was like almost thirteen and my friend was sixteen. I was at his house looking at online porn with him while his mom was out shopping. We had been doing some mutual jerking off while looking at vids when he suggested sucking. I was a little bit hesitant but I tried it. When he suddenly ejaculated into my mouth without warning me I caught it in my mouth and I just vomited on his penis and lap. It was awful. He got so pissed at me and I left right away. I avoided him for literally months after that. To make it up to him I agreed to bottom for him. OMG what a mistake. It hurt! It felt like he was shoving a tree trunk into me even with the Vaseline we used to make it slippery. He finished inside quick but every hump hurt. I just stopped hanging out with him after that. :(
Yes I remember having an experience with my neighbor's causin he came over to my house walk in looking at me with his eyes and hand on his dick I knew what he wanted from me and I walked up to him and got on my knees in front of his dick and he said suck my dick I didn't say no I just put his dick in my mouth and started sucking his dick and his dick was nice and I was enjoying having his dick in my mouth
Get a toy to practice on. Look up how to prepare for sex too. Definitely worth exploring more.
I want to so badly.
Believe it or not my wife is the one that got me started enjoying having my ass fucked. Using didlos at first then a strapon. After a while she said that she wanted to watch me getting fucked by a real man. I thought that she was kidding but she was seriously wanting to see what it's like. So my first time didn't hurt me because she had already had me use to having a cock inside of me. I was nervous about it but I went all the way with it sucking cock and laying on my back he lifted my legs up over his shoulders and started fucking my ass. I was surprised that I had a hands free orgasm with him my wife really enjoyed seeing that when he finally started to cum in my ass he leaned over and kissed me that was kinda weird for me but I enjoyed the whole experience and still do to this day.
Lesbian love is beautiful!
Give it another shot, maybe next time order a man with a smaller cock. But trust me once you let him pound your ass, you’ll love it.