I almost desperately want to be spanked...
It’s something that bothers me at times and to varying levels. Considering how I grew up in a house that used spanking as punishment, in a way that’s not the worse but that I’d consider abuse looking from the outside, and how I’m 10000% against using corporal punishment on children, it can annoy me that I have this strong desire. I dislike the statistic that that is, especially since it wasn’t connected to my upbringing—it just happened at the same time, instigated by an unrelated incident. But I suppose I’ll never be able to know if I would still have this desire, even in reaction to the aforementioned incident, if not for my upbringing. They always existed as separate things in my head, though, even as a child. But, it is attached to an extremely negative part of my past, which is also why I dislike that this desire has materialized and absolutely refuses to go away.
So, here I am, 25 and having strongly wanted to be spanked for longer than I’d like to admit. And since I’ve never actually been spanked as an adult, or in any way unrelated to my household’s punishment style, I’m not even sure the reality of it would hold us to the fantasy in my head. But, dang, do I want to find out. I wish there was a safe, easy, and completely uncompromising way to experience as spanking as an adult. I just really don’t think there is, especially as a woman—and one who doesn’t live in a huge city that would have events for it.
It’s almost pathetic how much I want it, to me, but that hasn’t stopped it. And yes, I’ve spanked myself so many times, but I really want it done by someone else. It’s obviously not the same. I’m so curious about if I’d even actually like it, but I guess I’ll just be left to wonder…
It's not that I'm exactly surprised, but my post clearly is just about spanking, and you all are bringing in being fcked and "spanking" breasts--which is very unsafe/unhealthy--and I want nothing to do with all that
Go to a lesbian bar in a sexy white dress white pantyhose like a good little girl and find 2 to 3 girls and tell them you want a bad girl who needs a spanking. believe me you not only get those white good girl clothes ripped off and get the spanking of your life and be fucked hard
You know, a lesbian bar might not be a bad idea, even though any type of sex has zero place in the equation
I went to a all girl birthday party with some girls who agreed to give birthday a spanking she will never forget. it was October feast dresses for the party. we got drunk and we surrounded her and we all began ripping off all her clothes. she tried to get away in her white pantyhose and pink panties. but we tore them to shreds and all began spanking her tits and her ass. we spanked her hard until welts on her bottom. i rammed a big vibrator up her ass. she loved it.
Me and my girlfriend would love to get our hands on you bad girl. we would love to tie you up and rip all your clothes off and give you the double wooden spoon treatment on your pretty panty covered ass. i would spank your tits hard too.
You should ask your girlfriends to help you out. i had the same problem and i went to a birthday party dressed like a little girl in a baby doll dress so you could see pink panties with flowers. i pushed birthday girl over a chair and i ripped off her skirt off a spanked her ass. she is a lot bigger than me and was embarrassed. i tried to run away, but i wanted a spanking. she grabbed my hemline of my dress and yanked me dress off as i fell over the couch. she got the waistband of my panties and ripped them off and began spanking me the hardest ever. she was putting welts on my ass. i felt something hard going into my pussy ,she turned it on and fuck the shit out of me
First of all, I don't really believe this story, and it's the exact opposite of "safe, easy, and uncompromising"- But regardless, when I said "uncompromising", I meant it in the "not risking any harm or damage to something, like a reputation" sort of way. Nothing that could ever come up in my circle, so also meaning leaving them out of it. I don't have a single friend who I would ever dare ask this of anyway, and don't live near anything of them even if I did.