My biological father is being released from jail

I am the product of a sexual assault on a teenage girl. My mother was sunbathing by the pool when a groundkeeper sexually assaulted her, resulting in an unwanted pregnancy. He was sentenced to 30 years. I am now 29 and we got notice he is being released and will be deported.

I have never met him, or seen a picture of him. Not interested. It's bad enough that I have black hair and dark eyes, an all of my family is blonde and blue eyes. To cover for the fact that my biological father is a Mexican, my mother made up an Italian boy to explain away the pregnancy. In reality it was a filthy illegal Mexican.

What I fear is that he will want to make contact with me. It's a real fear. We've been advised by the authorities that once he is deported, our laws can't protect me from him making contact. Whether it is by letter or telephone. I should expect that to happen and steel myself from it. I can expect him to return the way he came, illegally across the open border and stalk me and my mother.

Sorry to lay it out like this, but he is a convicted rapist of a fifteen year old girl. He ruined my mother's life and he left me with the sickest parentage a girl can have.

By Anonymous

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