Hired a babysitter for myself

I left my girlfriend, her jealousi was insane, the therapy didnt help much..
Anyhow i sat and reflected on my choice og women, i do NOT want to repeat my dysfunctionel patterns..
I feel a burning addiction in my, im empty, i feel restless, almost climbing my walls.

So i felt resorting to something rather unconventional rather than just jumping into someones New vagina.
I need to be touched and cared for without the all the: hi my name is.... whats your favorite color and so on.. and so on yap yap yap...
By the way i have a diaper fetish, you cool with that ?? Kinda Thing...

So i looked at babysitter ads in my local area actually just for fun..there where alot of 14- 18 year old girl offering to babysit..
Compelling and hot thought, yes unethical, summoning People with pitchforkes and torches.. 😁😁
And then i found this woman, 52 years old, offering to babysit children of all ages, her background was as a nursery worker and working with elderly people..
So i started to fantasize about her takling care of me..
After wondering about for a couple of days, i decided to create a mail solely for the purpose of contacting her..
I wrote to her in a Nice and respectful tone, askong her if she meant takling care of children in all ages, and explaning i needed a womans care, vold of the usual complexity between man and a woman..
I told her i wear diapers, not because i need to but as a coping strategy from my traumatic childhood, which is true...
I wanted her to Come talk to me, giving me care and diaper change when i need that...

I almost held my breath until she answered my mail, hoping she would not be put off by my request nor get offended..

To my surprise she said yes..
She came to my home yesterday, we spent 4.5 hours together.. i was so nervous and a little embarrassed, and I so much wanted her to change a poopy diaper on me..

I live in a little town outside a city in Europe, so I had to pick her up..
I put on a onesie or what do you call it, without legs, short sleeves, and buttons in the crotch..
I had to poop before she came, so I did in a another diaper before i went to bath..
After i showered i took on a rubber glove, and smeared some poope between mu butcheeks and a little in the diaper, just to make sure, if I couldt poop when she came, i knew i could pee, so atleast she would need to clean my butt up, as she changed me...

I Wore regular clothes over the onesie or whatever its Called.. i picked her up, and as I god into the car i could smell my own shit eventhough it was not alot..
I think she could smell it too, but she didnt say anything, i gave her a hug and we drove of to my place, we had a lot of mail correspondance prior to it it help me relax a little more..

I stalked her on facebook, masturbated to her photos a couple of times, imagining she would spank and diaper me..
She is around 1.68 meters tall, Brown hair, a little heavy, but Nice figure, and ok big breasts.. her hair Brown, in a ponytail, no makeup in plain clothes..
Her skin is white and delikate, i noticed she had was wearing a red brah..

She talked a lot, i actually a therapist, she told me her exhusbond had abused her daughter, wich is horrible, but it also turned me on hearing about it..
I know its bad... dont judge me..

When the talking came to a pause, i got up, and said i had to blot my nose, so went to the bathroom..
I flooded my diaper with pee and poop as I stood out there, knowing i couldt sit down without leaking, and that is was onavoidable that I had to ask her to change me..
So i went to my kitchen feeling embarrassed about making myself a cop of Coffee, and spore to her from there, asked her if it would be ok for her to change me??
She complied with a little smile and a subtle surprise on her face, came out to me, and said lets do it..
I filled a bucket with hot water and we went into my secret room where i have a changing table and loads of diapers and girly stuff, like disney Princess carpet, dolls, punkt stuff..
She looked fine, i couldt read her face expression, but i got up on the table, and she went standing at the end between my legs, unsnapping the buttons in the crotch, saying ohhh, because my diaper was really full..
I looked at her, but was a little embarrassed and uneasy, and somewhat turned on at the same time, as she undid the tapes on my diaper, starting to was my poopy but, moving up to my crotch, she touched my cock very briefly washing me clean..
Prior a asked if she needed gloves as healtcare personal often uses them, she said she uses a size medium.. i bought her pink gloves in size M..
She finishen up, just briefly asking me where stuff was..
She diapered me again, Ans said the onesue was wet, so I took it off, and wore a neutral womens night shirt and put on a pair of white sloggi panties to keep the diaper in place..

I got up and we went back to my living room talking..
I asked her if she was ok with the whole diaper situation, which she was.. she said that its ok and I can just ask her for a change, no problem..
It is going to be a challange for me to relax in the situation next time..
Im goimg to see her next weekend again..

Funny Thing i asked her if she would consider scratching my back next time, just touch me in a nonsexual way..
She said she has to think about it, but maybe in time she would?
Another woman would probably just do that without no concerne but be hesitant or refuse to change a poopy diaper..
I found that funny, but i look forward to next time...

I didnt feel forfilled, and was still empty inside, but i was distracted, had fun beeing changed and was a little poorer..

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