My destiny was always to have many children

It's hard to find a title to this. In college, my sophomore year I got pregnant with an out of state student. He wasn't into getting married and I had to quit college because of the baby. I should add that I come from an Italian background and very Catholic. I got a job working as a cashier at a bank, and moved on with my life.

One day he shows up out of nowhere. He claims I haven't kept him informed of his now five year old son. Well he never sent me a penny of child support either. But that's not where it ended, he took me by force and I got pregnant again. And after the birth of my second baby he took me by force again and this time I had twin girls. That's when I got my tubes tied.

All hell broke loose because I had gotten my tubes tied. He claimed that as his woman I was denying him additional children. I wasn't even married, and stuck with four kids, three of them in diapers. He took what he wanted when he wanted, it didn't matter if I had a kid on the tit when he did it. But as a good Italian girl I put up with it, better a man that sticks around fucking you than one that finds another woman.

One day, this is ten years after my first son was born, he shows up with this girl that works with him. She is obviously pregnant. He lets me know that she's now the woman that's going to have his kids like he wanted me to. I warned her to leave now while she had a chance or she was going to end up with a half dozen kids before she was old enough to take care of them.

I watched her have one, then two then a third baby. All three in diapers. She is not my problem, but she is my problem. Italian women take care of their 'little' sisters. If I don't take care of her, who will? If I hadn't been sterilized those children would be mine anyway, only these babies come with a mother to help me.

By Anonymous

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