Was I Gay? OR? Did It happen In 1989 When My Stepfather.....
My stupid mother had just been sentenced to 14 months for credit card & check fraud in Chowchilla, CA the home of the Manson girls. This left me in custody of my stepdad. Now, at 46 I review in retrospect if, at eleven I did not then already homosexual proclivities, a biochemical whatever? But I found this Confessions site and who knows? Maybe some theories prevail among some of you. So what happened,what did he do?
I awakened having to pee don't most people? I couldn't get up, Bob my stepdad was cuddling me tight, his big hand also fully cupped around my penis and my family jewels. I was always hard waking up, needing to pee, this time I was harder than usual. I had the sensation that I got when playing with myself, looking at girls in Bob's girlie mags. I wanted to get that good feeling, we all would later call orgasm. As I tried to move, Bib began massaging my privates, I told him I had to pee. Okay, go pee and get back here so we can have dad/son fun.
Bob was naked, he told me to take my jammies off, get back in bed. "I felt that hard dick did my hand touching you feel good?" "Well, dad sorta it made me want the feeling." "What feeling, Bob asked. " You know like when you look at girls and play with it, that good feeling." Bob pulled the covers back, his 8" cock at attention, "Here, show me how you play, do it to my pee pee show me." He said, it will be okay your mom wants you to do things she does, to keep me from other women, do show me. I put my small hand around. He said, like this as he moved my hand up and down pulling the skin down, then over the tip. Now go get that tube of KY from mom's bed table and put it on me. "In where?" Not in silly on my cock so your hand will move smoother. With his help, I was giving him a handjob.
He stopped me, again grabbing my crotch then putting my penis and some of my bag in his mouth. It felt real good, I felt scare
d, naughty and like guilty. Soon as he could see I was enjoying this, he out KY on my butt hole and put in his finger, moving it in and out as he sucked on my penis. I was about to orgasm when he stopped. "Lay on your back, put your legs way yp, pull your knees to your shoulders." He got on his knees between my legs, he was stroking his dick, as he squirted more KY on my butt and on his dick. Then, he laid in top of me, telling me we were going to play like I was my mom, he kissed me, sticking his tongue in my mouth. You are going to learn how to kiss, how to suck my dick, and how to fuck, you hear me baby!?
Bob pushed my legs wider and put hid penis head pushing on my hole, "Baby this will hurt, it even hurt your mom first time she did it, so you be a big boy and let daddy put it in. " It hurt so bad, but he was so slow just a little at a time, he was telling me how beautiful I was, how special to take care if him, mom being gone. He was moving his dick in and out lots of the KY. Then he began playing with my penis. It hurt but I liked the feeling. He was tongue kissing me, pinching my nipples. He said baby you are going to give daddy this sweet pussy until your mom gets out. Then he pulled out of my hole " Open your ducking mouth stick out your tongue!" Jacking his dick fast hid lots of sperm went on my tongue into my mouth. "Swallow it boy, swallow don't dare spit!" I swallowed the tin salt tasting thick cream. He then put his mouth back on my penis and I got that good feeling like never
before, it was so good.!
I think that was the.moment. After that, Bob was now sticking his dick all the way in, sometimes I'd just suck him till I got a mouthful of his sperm. I liked the texture and taste. Bob said I was a good fuck, HD was always buying me stuff kissing .r, and doing things to.me so I got those super orgasms. I felt loved and we both stayed satisfied.
I still.may never know did Bob make me a gay slut or was or are gays born gay?
Fuckung hot!!
Your gay. You've been groom by a typical child molesting sick queer.
I had to go live with my uncle when I was 5 years old and he always walked around naked in the morning after a while it was a normal thing that we both were naked first thing in the morning sitting at the table eating breakfast together and I was used to seeing his cock all the time he would clean up the table and reach over me and his cock would be right in my face. I guess I was 6 the first time I woke up with him in bed with me and I could feel him rubbing his cock on my ass cheeks and then something wet on my back then he cleaned it off one thing led to another and before long I was jacking him off then sucking his cock forcing me to swallow his cum. Then came the first time he actually got on top of me with me face down and all I could remember was the pain I felt as he pushed himself into my little ass he told me to cry into the pillow it hurt so bad but he just held himself inside of me with out moving then he pulled out of my ass and I felt something wet going in me it was lube he was squirting in my ass then he started fucking me really slow I cried the whole time he finally started to cum inside of me and he gave me a bath afterwards telling me that it will feel better the more we do it. After a while I sitting on his cock as we watched TV together or under the table sucking his cock as he was eating dinner and after he had cummed in my mouth I was allowed to eat. I am a bisexual married man now and my wife knows everything about my past and she is very understanding. I have sex with other men because I still have the urge for sexual contact with a man. It makes me sick thinking that a grown man will fuck up a child's mind just for his pleasure.