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I BEING A COMPULSIVE GAMBLER NEVER REALISED I WAS SELFISH.
OLDER NOW A BIT WISER.THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A WOMAN IN MY FLAT.
I AM SO BUSY TRYING TO CLEAR FOOLISH DEBTS.I NOW GOT THIS NEIGHBOUR INTERESTED IN ME.MY PROBLEM IS I GOT A WARDOBE FULL OF TANK TOP DRESSES I CAN NOT CLOSE.ADDED TO THAT I MIGHT NEED SOME WORK DONE IN MY BEDROOM.IF I CONFESS I WANT TO CROSS DRESS SHE MIGHT LIKE ME REJECT ME ORR BLACK MAIL ME.
ALSO I GET THIS MARRIED MAN COMING TO MY FLAT DECEMBER.ANOTHER PROBLEM I LIKE IS THERE IS A BLACK MAN ON MY ESTATE SAID HELLO TO ME.I AM SLOW AT TIMES UNDERSTAND.I KNOW BETTER NOW,THEY ARE DIFFERENT HELLOS.I WOULD LOVE FOR HIM TO FUCK ME ORR I SUCK HIS COCK.I AM OLDER AND MORE KINKY.I BELIEVE I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT SO LONG.I KNOW ALL THE BETTING BOOKMAKERS IN UK.JUST NOW I CAN GIVE ORR TAKE WHISKY.I AM JUST DRINKING OUT OF FRUSTRATION WASTED YEARS.I HAVE BEEN IN NIGHT SHELTERS ALL NIGHT CINEMAS ALL NIGHT BUSES AND STILL GOING TO WORK NEXT DAY.
I AM OVER 65 RETIRED.I NEVER EVER THOUGHT TO ASK FOR HELP.
I AM IN A SAFE FLAT NOW.I PAY MY RENT AND BILLS NOW.
I WISH I COULD TURN THE CLOCK BACK TO MY 50S.
THANK YOU.
Sounds like you have all sorts of problems, but don't we all? The important thing is that you are consciously aware of those problems and their consequences, and have enough self estem to desire for a better life. You might find it helpful to seek professional counciling to help you work through your issues. Good luck.